Monday 30 June 2008

SUMMER - RELAX AND RENEW THE MIND

School's out at last and the signs of freedom are in the air. Deadlines are over and suddenly nobody is expecting me to be in a certain place at a certain time and doing a certain thing. I feel I have come to the end of my blogging for the next while and I look forward to a good rest. I'm thankful to God for helping me keep up this discipline for nearly a year now and I feel that my faith has grown deeper because of this. I thank you for tuning in and will pray that God will clearly show me the next step He wants me to take. I feel blessed to be able to relax my body and mind and will remain obedient to the Holy Spirit's leading in my life. Wishing you God's richest blessing in the months that lie ahead or until we meet here again.

'Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will take care of itself' (Matthew 6:34)

Sunday 29 June 2008

HE WAS THERE ALL THE TIME

Today has been a hard day. Jon left for his missionary year in Ecuador and as we stood and watched the plane soar into the clouds we were filled with emotion. The feeling was all consuming and almost overwhelming. I suppose you could say, humanly speaking, I'm all cried out now. I know the meaning of "a mother's love" being something special. I am so blessed that Jon has strongly felt God calling him to go, yet it's natural to want to hold on to your son.
I can't imagine what God must have gone through to give up His only Son for us all.
In the middle of writing this blog my mood has dramatically changed. A godly friend just texted me Isaiah 41.v.10.
"Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you,
I will uphold you with my righteous hand".
Jon just phoned, he got the verse too and God has given him a real sense of peace whilst he waits for a connecting flight. God's timing is perfect- He's let me know He 's been there all the time, Amen!

Saturday 28 June 2008

I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU

Today has been a difficult one. Friends and relatives have called to say their goodbyes to Jon. The packing has been done and now he faces his last night at home before leaving for Ecuador tomorrow. I'm fighting back the tears and every phone call and text sets me off. We can't help feeling all the natural human emotions.
Yet in the midst of everything, I am blessed to know that God makes His presence so real. I turned the key in the ignition of the car this morning and the Michael W Smith track, "Draw me close to you" rang out. Then tonight, Ian was tidying some paper work when he found a note in my handwriting-
"I will never leave you "366 times, it said. This means that it appears in scripture in various different forms, that often. Those words came at just the right time tonight to bolster up our family. God knows exactly how we feel and is always there to guide , strengthen and encourage.

Friday 27 June 2008

MAKE SURE YOU'RE READY

The last day of term has finally arrived. We sang our worship songs, played recorders, performed little sketches and gave out medals, cups and shields. We hugged many pupils, their parents and staff members and said our goodbyes in preparation for the long summer break. We're all so tired and yet the end of term has crept up on us so quickly. We're going on holiday soon and as yet I'm not prepared. I've been absorbed with so many things that I know I must change my focus now or I'll run out of time.
This reminds me of life in general. We become so busy and think we'll have plenty of time to do so many things, but sadly some leave it all too late and never get round of giving thought to the most important decision of all- making sure that they are ready for Heaven.
We don't want to be left standing with an out of date passport finding that we can't board the flight, but more seriously than that no-one wants to leave thinking about their eternal destination until it's too late.

Thursday 26 June 2008

WISDOM FOR TEACHERS

I wrote the final part of my end of year speech this morning for our final assembly. A child gave me a lovely little gift a few days ago and as I flicked through the pages of "Life's little book of wisdom for Teachers", I was struck by the following quote-
"Lord, help me to remember the importance of the little things".
It speaks to me of why I do the job I do. It's all about making an impact on the children in my care. I feel so blessed that we can share so much more than the curriculum- we can share God's love.
I pray that the memories of primary school assemblies will always stay strong in the minds of our little pupils and that they will find peace in Jesus Christ.

Wednesday 25 June 2008

EVERYTHING FOR HIS GLORY

I've just read my little calendar verse. It states-

"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God".

1 Corinthians.10:31.

There's a thought worth pondering over. I've been reading John Piper's "Desiring God" blog every day and also his book "Don't waste your life" and he refers so often to living every day for God's glory. I'm trying to focus more and more on this thought as I go through my every day life and sometimes it's hard, as we get bogged down with more and more administration, initatives and so on and our time gets used up on so many tasks.

But Ian reminds me in the catechism words he learnt as a child-"Man's chief end is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever".

I am blessed to know that when I obey the above then that is how I am able to enjoy all the experiences God wants me to have.

Tuesday 24 June 2008

REMEMBERING NEIL

We had a football tournament today in memory of a lovely little lad from school who died a couple of years ago in a tragic car accident. Lots of kids from neighbouring schools took part and all in all it was a successful event. The weather was kind to us and the rain just started as the children got their buses to leave. It was lovely to see teenagers who used to be in Neil's class return for the day to support the tournament and spend time reminiscing with Neil's parents. It meant so much to them that their special son was being remembered in this fitting way.
Neil asked Jesus to be his Saviour just three weeks before he died and his passing has touched the lives of so many over the last few years.
I feel blessed to have known him and have the calm assurance that he's in Heaven today.

Monday 23 June 2008

HAVING FUN?

We had a fun night in school tonight. It ended with a fancy dress parade. I asked an impartial judge along to pick the winners in different categories. It was still a very hard job to do. The first winner to be picked was "Bart Simpson". The child and parent had put so much effort into making the costume. It wasn't simply a mask and ready made outfit. The evening was very successful and lots of funds were raised for the school.The kids really had lots of fun, getting their faces painted, throwing hoopla, going down a bouncy slide etc.
However, some parents sat with sober faces and as I questioned them further, they admitted that they were sad because the time had come for their kids to leave our school on Friday for the last time.They were pensive about their next step into the outside world.We agreed that change is inevitable and we as parents just have to let them go forward.So amidst the chatter and excitement of the young ones, the older ones stood somewhat apprehensive with their friends.
As I say these words, Jon and a friend are playing the piano and violin in the room below me.The fitting words ring out--
" My troubled soul, why so cast down.................
Jesus cares, He cares for you".
Let's always remember whatever preoccupies our minds from time to time, that we can share it all with Jesus and what a blessing to know that we don't have to bear our worries alone, even while the world goes on around us.

Sunday 22 June 2008

RISKING ALL

Our assistant pastor spoke tonight at church about being serious about following Christ. He talked at length about "risking everything" and stepping out in faith. I have a couple of close friends who have done exactly this and have not been disappointed at all, in fact, quite the reverse. They are living examples of how God provides everything we need, when we simply trust. This morning Jon said goodbye to everyone in church and again, I saw evidence of this peace and assurance that he is in God's will, written all over him also.
What a blessing to know that when we risk all for God, He fills us with His unexplainable joy, amidst the trials.
Lord tonight, show each one of us the next step of Your plan for our lives and help us not to hold back anything which would keep us from "risking all" for You.

Saturday 21 June 2008

EXERCISE YOUR GIFT

It's my turn to do the flowers for church tomorrow, so I had a go at flower arranging this morning. They look fine in a nice vase, but I recognise that, well, this is not my gift and never will be. In fact, I like the minimalist idea in vogue at the moment of a few little vases distributed here and there with one flower in each. There's no way I can ever get that effect wrong.
It spoke to me of the importance of recognising our individual gifts and of accepting what is not ours but someone else's and being able to graciously encourage them to develop their gift. Sometimes people need to be more discerning nowadays concerning their God given gifts and I believe that if we earnestly ask God to show us our gift and how to use it for His glory, He most certainly will!

Friday 20 June 2008

THE WALK IS NEVER EASY

Our eldest left this morning to help lead a team of young people on a two week missionary trip to Philadelphia. It was poignant, however, as he had to say goodbye to our youngest, his brother, who leaves for his year in Ecuador in one week's time.His parting gift was a lengthy dvd containing loads of their mutual friends sending good wishes and godly advice to Jon which will be a great comfort to him, while on long term mission.We watched it together this evening and no surprise, the tears flowed.
I realised just how painful "walking the walk" could be. I feel so blessed to have two lads who have a heart for mission, yet humanly speaking, I feel the pain of loss as God calls them so far away from home. I'm asking God tonight, to use them both mightily in His service to reach many and I'm reminded of a little verse I was handed one day, which I've proved so true, over and over again--

"I will pour out my blessings on your offspring",
AMEN!

Thursday 19 June 2008

THE CYCLE OF LIFE

I spent today at our local grammar school. I accompanied a small class of our ten year olds as they had an introductory tour, tried out some activities and generally got a flavour of the place, as this could be their future home for some years to come. We were shown around by a few of our former pupils, neatly turned out in their lovely uniforms. It seemed no time since these kids were nervously being shown around themselves.
Even more poignant for me was the fact that both of our lads had attended this same school, completed their education and since moved on to university.The cycle of life just keeps moving and there's nothing we can do to slow things down.
I 'm reminded tonight, that's it's important for us all to "cherish the moment we find ourselves in", as it all too quickly passes.
I'm grateful that with God we are blessed that every stage of life holds a new adventure for us and I pray that we will be found "in His will".

Wednesday 18 June 2008

DON'T LET ANYTHING HINDER YOU

We held our Sports Day today. The rain stayed off for the duration and it was a truly successful afternoon. It was fun to watch kids from 4-11 years take part with enthusiasm and they enjoyed watching their parents participating as well. As I helped the kids to line up and prepare themselves for the different races, I was reminded of the bible verse which encourages us to "run the race of life" every day.

Hebrews 12.1. "Let us run with patience the race that is set out before us".

Tuesday 17 June 2008

BE OF LIKE MIND

We held interviews in school tonight for a new teacher.The process was lengthy and went on for hours. However, the decision was unanimous and the chosen candidate simply "lit up the room" with personality and was totally engaging. I feel blessed to have been part of an evening like this, because I can clearly see "God at work" in such a real way.When I woke up this morning my verse for the day was --

" I know the plans I have for you", Jeremiah.29.11. How true this all turned out to be.

Whatever we turn our hands to in the future, I pray that-
1. God will be glorified.
2. We will always be enthusiastic about our service.
3. Our decisions will be unanimous because we surround ourselves with people of like mind.

The list could go on and on.........

Monday 16 June 2008

GOING BACK IN TIME

I went on a trip with my class today to a stately home near our school. We were catapulted back in time about 100 years, I suppose. Even I had to dress up in period costume. We were shown round the house by people acting out the parts of the residents of long ago and they were so convincing that many of my children kinda believed they were real. We just loved the experience, right down to playing with wooden toys.
I would love to go back for a day into bible times and get to meet people like Paul. I'd like to have conversations with Martha and Mary and ask Zacchaeus what it felt like to be having tea with Jesus. I feel blessed to know that these folk were just ordinary, yet Jesus was able to do extra- ordinary things through them, when they felt His touch on their lives.
Tonight I ask that I too, would feel that same touch and be able to be totally used to the glory of God.

"All things are possible to them that love God, to those who are called according to His purpose."

Sunday 15 June 2008

OUR FATHER WHO ART IN HEAVEN

Today is Father's Day. It's a special day when we remember our fathers fondly and for those who are blessed to still have fathers around them, it's an opportunity to thank them for their love and care throughout another year.Lots of chocolates arrived in our house today and are being shared round presently and gratefully received. I remember my father this afternoon(sadly no longer with us, but happy to say, present with the Lord) and think of my happy childhood days.Ian says that things I do and say at times, remind him of my father and it's comforting to know that we pass certain traits on to our children, I suppose.
I feel blessed today to have a Heavenly Father who I believe looks after me every day. I celebrate His special love for me today and thank him for His faithfulness. I constantly am aware of His Hand upon my life and just find it hard to express exactly how far He's brought me in my faith and I simply delight in the things He continues to teach me every day.

"How deep the Father's love for me, How vast beyond all measure".

Saturday 14 June 2008

NO PERFORMANCE NECESSARY

I watched "The Trooping of the Colour" on TV this morning with my mum. This is an annual ceremony to mark The Queen's official birthday. As I love horses, I talked a lot about how well trained the large number of them were. Not one horse or man put a foot wrong. The band music was very loud, yet engaging and as the drums boomed out not a single horse flinched. I imagine there must have been unlimited hours of preparation for this amazing spectacle. Everything went according to plan and every bridle, bit and saddle gleamed in the morning sunlight.The Queen arrived in her shining carriage and tapped her feet in time with the music- this, indicated the commentator was her seal of approval for the highly organised event.
Tonight, I feel blessed that I don't have to put on a show, or a performance to impress, or win favour with "The King of Kings". He wants me to come to Him every day just as I am, in simple faith, he accepts my failings and continually lifts me up and encourages me. That is why I really love to sing--

"Our God is an awesome God!"

Friday 13 June 2008

WE'RE LEARNING EVERY DAY

I'm doing a project on "summer" with the children in my care at school.There's simply so much to explore that the topic can never be exhausted.This morning for a few minutes we did a quick "words and meanings" quiz and I have to admit that even I was stumped by one of the clues. I do tell the kids that even teachers don't know everything and that we're continuing to learn something new every day. I think some of my little ones believe I have all the answers to absolutely everything. (You tend to be that way when you're seven or eight years old).
Anyway, it's good to be totally honest and tell them the truth.
This reminds me that I'm only a child in God's eyes and that I've so much more to learn about Him. I'm blessed when I think of how far He's brought me this year and I believe I've developed spiritually, but I know that in order to grow deeper in my faith, I need to keep learning every day and I thank Him tonight that I have the desire to.

Thursday 12 June 2008

A GENUINE ACT OF KINDNESS

I needed a favour this evening to do with my car and decided to make a call to a friend of my son's who he assured me, would be able to help out. Immediately, he came to my aid and said that he was delighted to be of assistance.He told me that he felt privileged to have opportunities in his work to minister to people and witness of God's love and grace. I was blessed by his sincerity and touched that even in his line of work, he made it a priority to share with folk he encountered on a day to day basis.I will always remember his genuine act of kindness.
This challenges all of us, not only to drop what we're engaged in to assist others, but also to take every opportunity to share God's love and to do so-- every day!

Wednesday 11 June 2008

ALONE BUT NOT LONELY

I stayed on my own last night. Our boys were clearing out their university lodgings and Ian was on a school residential trip. It felt a bit strange as usually our house has the boys coming or going and suddenly I found myself alone.I began to really feel what it must be like for folk who find themselves like this permanently and my heart went out to them.Somehow it's fine when you're busy, but when the lights go out and you find yourself with a tv for company, then reality sets in. I felt blessed to know that although I was alone, I was not lonely, as I was certain of God's presence watching over me in the midnight hours. I had no difficulty sleeping because I could rest secure in the knowledge that I was in His care.
I remember those tonight who find themselves alone. Please know and believe that you too need never be lonely, simply entrust yourself into His precious hands and He will fill you with -

"A peace which passes all human understanding" and you'll be able to have a good night's sleep.

Tuesday 10 June 2008

LIVING WITHOUT DESIGNER LABELS

I happened to tune in to a programme this evening called "Living without designer labels". This must be the latest in the trend of reality programmes to hit our screens. It followed a family for a certain length of time as they tried to cope without certain cars, clothes, jewels and so on. I was saddened by the family's reaction, as their possessions were boxed up, only to be replaced by cheaper brands. The father said he felt cheap and worthless as he was forced to "dress down". The mother refused to wear cheaper brands of make-up and even the son didn't want to be seen out without his armani shoes ( and he was only about eleven or twelve years old).
I switched the television off and went out for a walk, wondering what the world was coming to.
People are so taken in nowadays by having to look right and "power dress", it seems to give them their confidence. I feel blessed tonight to know for certain that-
"Man looks at the outward appearance, but God looks at our hearts".
Let's find our confidence in God!

Monday 9 June 2008

GREAT REJOICING

Ian lost a pair of glasses recently, he talks a lot about them and has been searching endlessly for them.Well, I'm delighted to say I've just found them while rummaging through a bag of cds. I know he'll be so pleased and able to relax at last.Even though he has other pairs of glasses which do the same job as the ones he lost, somehow he has been pre-occupied with searching for these ones.
This immediately reminds me of the parables in the bible of The lost sheep, The lost coin and The lost son.We think of the wonderful rejoicing there was for example when the son returned to his father and the sheep and the coin were found.We're blessed today to know that God is persistent with us. He never gives up on us and rejoices greatly when we live according to His will.

Sunday 8 June 2008

A WHOLE NEW ADVENTURE

I went to my little niece's first birthday party today.She's just starting to take her first tentative steps and every day she encounters something new. It's all a great big adventure and she is becoming more and interesting to watch and play with.I'm sure she didn't know the celebrations today were all for her, however, she just went on enjoying herself and discovering new things, regardless.
When we decide to follow God in sincerity, we too take some tentative steps into a whole new experience. Suddenly, we may be called to leave what is familiar and just "step out" in faith. We let everything go on around us, but we become all consumed with the desire to do what's in God's plan for our lives and glorify Him in everything. We too discover new things as we mature in our christian walk. So let's be serious about following God, because He offers us a whole new adventure and a deep peace which passes all human understanding.

Saturday 7 June 2008

PULLING OUT THE WEEDS

I went out into the garden this afternoon.It was a glorious day and I felt I ought to check on the weeds I'd pulled out a while ago. There were plenty around again. They just seem to pop up out of nowhere and whether we like it or not, we have to keep them in check. So I got stuck in and it's a relief tonight to have them all removed once more.
It reminds me of the sin in my life. I have to examine myself closely, check my attitudes, dealings with people and root out the things that are not pleasing to God and just like the weeds, I'm never done. It's a constant process that has to be kept in check. I've seen how a huge weed can grow up and try to choke a plant and stop it from developing properly. Tonight I ask for God's guidance to help me make sure that nothing is hindering me from being of use to Him.
It's a blessing to enjoy the open air and to be able to relax in our gardens, because very often, it's there that we can focus on the deep stuff.

Friday 6 June 2008

GOD GOES AHEAD OF US.

We went to a Praise evening tonight. Different folk took part and Jon shared how God has called him to go to Ecuador for a year.The speaker who gave the closing words ( a guy who is a dear friend ) really touched my heart with his challenging message and call to us all to serve. He told us how God was already preparing peoples' hearts in Ecuador for Jon to minister to them and that was something I hadn't given thought to as I'm so conscious of him getting ready to go.
It makes so much sense though, as we know that God goes ahead of us in everything we venture to do. What a blessing for us all tonight, to rest in that truth.

Thursday 5 June 2008

HE KNOWS US SO WELL

Today I sat in the office and read through the reports for the children in the whole school.I checked each one carefully for content and spelling mistakes, etc. Then I signed my name to each one and can quite definitely say I'm fairly tired at this stage in the day, but have to go back to school this evening for another meeting.

Reading about each child, if I hadn't glanced at the name, I would still have known who each teacher was talking about. That's the beauty of school. It's a big, small school if you get my drift, but it's still possible to know every child by name and personality and each teacher seemed to know their students inside out. They knew how to celebrate their strengths and how to graciously address their weaknesses.

Our Father God is exactly like this with us. What a blessing today to know that He cares about every single aspect of our lives. We are His children. Psalm 139.

Wednesday 4 June 2008

GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS?

I went to a Principals' course yesterday and began reflecting upon what I'd learnt, today, with my staff.One line in a glossy booklet called "Writing", stated that there should be no more meaningless copying of letters or words from the chalkboard.We can continue to teach the correct formation of letters, but must be careful to do so in the proper context.We then went on to discuss Reading and were told to make sure that we were actually teaching the skills carefully, so that children would actually understand what they read and it would be a purposeful activity.All common sense really.
This reminds me how we need to question things in our spiritual lives, also, from time to time.Are we drinking in what God means us to gain from His word? Are we joining in with worship songs because we like to sing? Is everything we do, done to bring glory to God, or are we simply "going through the motions"?
I feel blessed today in school to have a staff that agree with me on all of the above points outlined.

Tuesday 3 June 2008

TEAMWORK

For any of you who happen to read my husband Ian's blog, I just want to set the record straight. We make the tea together every evening, as we both arrive in from school together where we have worked together for the last sixteen years.Now I feel better, as I really wouldn't want anyone to think that he was my slave- cook in the kitchen every evening on his own. The fact is, he is a rather good cook, so we both assign each other different jobs when cooking, just as we do with different areas of the curriculum in school. I tell you this, because I feel truly blessed to be able to work alongside Ian in such a positive way for such a long time now.Whatever we do, it's always team work. We bounce ideas off each other and seem to continually look for new things to be involved in, together.
I believe God wants us all, whether married or single to be able to work really well together on whatever task He places in our path.I believe He brings us into contact with a few people of like mind who we can listen to and take sound advice from.

How blessed tonight, to know that we are all members of the body of Christ.

Monday 2 June 2008

WHAT CAPTIVATES US?

A traveling theatre group visited school this morning to entertain our children.The actors and actresses were very professional and captivated their little audience for over an hour. Their play finished on a moral note, in that we all were reminded that "true happiness can be experienced when we show love and compassion to others".
I wonder are we captivated by God's word today?Is our minister able to hold our attention when he passionately delivers the gospel?Or do our minds wander a bit?I feel blessed to have a minister who is always faithful to the preaching of the word and when he speaks, we lose ourselves in the scriptures.
Secondly, I ask myself today, am I showing enough love and compassion to others?
I pray tonight, that God will lead me to those who need me to reach out to them at this moment in time, because of something they're going through.

Oh, that we could all say like Paul,
"I have learned the secret of being happy at any time in everything that happens". Philippians4.12.

Sunday 1 June 2008

CHOSEN AND EQUIPPED

Ian's mum was what I would call a "Kingdom lady". We all know a few of those. She was so godly that her life spoke volumes to all around her and indeed now, two years after her sad passing and in the years to come I will always remember this special lady, my mother-in-law so fondly.Today, Ian and I were reading through a few of her little C.E. notebooks. She served as a leader in this organisation for many, many years.I know that C.E. stands for Christian Endeavour, but she had written on the first page of one book--
C.E. in large letters and underneath it-
"CHOSEN and EQUIPPED".
These words blessed me in a special way today. If we take our stand and follow Jesus seriously, then He will equip us to serve Him in the right place and at the right time.All we need to do is come and be obedient. The invitation's there.

"Come- follow me",
"Come- you who are thirsty",
"Come-you who are tired".

Saturday 31 May 2008

GOD NEVER LETS US DOWN

I woke up this morning at 5:00am, worrying I suppose,about today's lunch. Would anyone come? Would there be enough food?etc, etc.I panicked a bit, as the first lunch guest arrived.Then I simply had to trust, try and forget my nerves and just get on with things.We had a steady stream of people traffic for well over two hours and everything went very well indeed. We had a wonderful time of food and fellowship and I felt so blessed.
I couldn't hold back the tears when we eventually got everything cleared up and arrived home, because we were overwhelmed by peoples' generosity and God's continued faith fullness. Jon's fundraiser was a wonderful experience and I will always be thankful to God for the way it all came together so perfectly.
I'm annoyed with myself for my attitude of panic this morning and simply say,

" Dear Lord, please forgive my unbelief".

Friday 30 May 2008

PRESSING FORWARD UNDER PRESSURE

The pressure's on for the lunch tomorrow. There's tables to set, flowers to arrange and food to prepare. There's so much to do, but it's all good fun when you actually get into it. You just get busy and throw yourself fully into the task in hand. There's no going back now, the invitations are out and every one's expecting a hearty lunch. So we start about 4:00pm, immediately after coming home from school and stop about 12:00 midnight.
When God calls us to serve Him, it's sure to be hard work, often exhausting at times. Sometimes, we even feel daunted or overwhelmed by the enormity of the job, but when we obediently follow, we really enjoy being in His will.
So, let's not be shaken and let's go ahead and throw off everything which would hold us back. He's waiting to bless us.

Thursday 29 May 2008

GETTING PREPARED

We're getting ourselves organised to make a lunch at church on Saturday to help with fundraising for Jon going soon to Ecuador. So today,out came Ian's little book and we began to make notes about the order in which we were going to get things ready. We would be very foolish to think that things would just simply happen. We all know better. We have to put the effort in to make things happen and it always requires sacrifice and a lot of hard work. So today we gotta buy fruit and veg, check that the meat will be delivered on time and make sure that we've actually got everything we need.
It's the same when we do something for God. We need to prepare carefully, as He deserves our very best efforts. The most comforting thing for me to know on a daily basis is that He knows exactly what I need and will supply my every need,
AMEN!

Wednesday 28 May 2008

FEELING OVERWHELMED?

I've taken this notion that the inside of school needs a complete makeover and indeed it does.All the staff agree that it's well overdue a good lick of paint, as it's been years since the men in white came, although husband and secretary might say they should have been here sooner, given some of the decisions I make.( I'm joking of course). Anyway, now that we've agreed a price and starting date, let the grand clearing begin. It sounds all very well, but where are we to store everything? and have we really thought out how inconvenient it's all gonna be over the next month?
Anyway, the notion of it all overwhelmed me today, given everything else school wise that has to be done over the next while........
However, my level headed, spiritual secretary gently and knowingly said in her own way, today,
"It'll be alright, we'll just take it a bit at a time, you'll see".
How I needed those words of reassurance this morning. It had an immediate calming effect on me, by letting me know that I shouldn't panic, it'll all get done.
God speaks like this to us too, if we let Him.We may feel overwhelmed by something which we're facing in life. It all consumes us and we can't see how we can cope. We need to let Him carry us through our difficulties, a little bit at a time, all the while giving us enough strength and grace to meet our every need.

Tuesday 27 May 2008

SHARE GOD'S LOVE

Today was such a blessing for us at our school. A musical ministry group from Shades Mountain Baptist Church in Alabama came to share God's love with us. We learnt some new songs, watched as the children took part in a drama presentation of The Good Samaritan and listened to our visitors sing and tell us what God means to them. It's wonderful to meet people who you really don't know at all, but because of a deep, shared love for God we are all automatically connected together. These special moments happen only now and again in our lives and we know that God uses such times for us to encourage one another as we all continue to serve Him.
This morning, I was able to tell the musical director of the group just how much a worship seminar he led four years ago had blessed me as I was searching to know exactly how to go about assisting my husband and others to develop the concept of "Worship" in our church.
Tonight, I urge you not to wait that long,pick up the phone, send a text, write a short note of encouragement, but do it now.I've told you before, it always comes at the right time, just when a brother or sister needs it. This is the way we SHARE GOD'S LOVE!

Monday 26 May 2008

STRETCH A LITTLE MORE

Today was a Bank Holiday.Most people had a day off work. We managed to get some overdue jobs done and I feel the better for that. Somehow, we don't like to waste time when we know there's stuff to be done and we don't always feel like doing it when we come home tired from a long day at work. May is slowly slipping away and we're all starting to think about making preparations for summer holidays. I can't believe how quickly time goes these days, did we really even live through each day?( as one week runs headlong into another). I'm getting more and more conscious of the need to make every day count and I know that having undergone many changes over the last two years, I'm on the threshold of yet more, with Jon heading away for a year, very soon.
I have to reach out further into God's wide open arms. I feel Him calling me to stretch just a step more.I'm gonna do all I can to content myself for today and yet hold my hands wide open for tomorrow and be ready to do or go as He calls.

Sunday 25 May 2008

GREATER THINGS ARE YET TO COME.....

Today was busy church wise. We seemed to be on the go all day. We started with a worship practice just after 9:30 am and ended up last night at a concert listening to a group of singers and musicians from Alabama.We got back home late and yet one song kept on resounding in my ears. It rang out,
"Greater things are yet to come, Greater things are still to be done in this city".

God challenges us to give ourselves in service to Him. Sometimes a line from a song, or a word from our minister, or a spiritual friend is all it takes to move us yet again.My bible reading commentary for today talks about this very subject.It states that Esther's vision meant putting her life on the line for God. I wonder if we are willing to go all out no matter what it takes..........

Then we'll see great things done!!

Saturday 24 May 2008

TELL ME THE OLD OLD STORY

As I write this blog the dreaded Euro vision Song Contest can be heard faintly in the background. I can't believe it's that time of year again. If anything was ever played out, in my opinion, it's this.When I think that Ireland's entry this year was sung by a turkey puppet, I'm glad it didn't make the final.What's the world coming to, I ask? Anything seems to go nowadays and somehow we are accepting of so much and nothing surprises us anymore.I think people want to shock by what they say, do or wear.
We are blessed to know tonight, that with God there's no need for gimmicks, or shock treatment.We just need to hear and accept the gospel truth, as it was,is and evermore shall be,
Amen!

Friday 23 May 2008

TELLING THE LITTLE ONES

Today we let the children relax and watch a dvd, after a long week of exams. Next week we start into project work and our Primary seven age group begin to complete their records of achievement, as they look back over their years with us and recognise what they have accomplished.
I love to work with the kids at this time of year, as in many ways we can be more free with the curriculum content and of course go on trips and spend a lot of time outdoors.As the older children prepare to leave, we look at old photos and have a bit of a laugh with them.So much time has passed since they started with us, but hopefully we have taught them things that they will be able to hold dear for the rest of their lives.
I feel blessed tonight, that we are free to tell these little ones about God's love, as I'm sure I've said before and this morning a local minister and myself were just thanking God for this,yet again.

Thursday 22 May 2008

ALWAYS BE HONEST

I'm getting a little tired of people telling me that I must be winding down at this time of year. I've never been busier.Exams are now over but the mammoth task of report writing weighs heavily on our minds. Our reports are very detailed, because we believe that we need to inform parents properly and tell them how their child has been getting on throughout the year.For example, what does "Good" tell you? we'd rather know exactly how well things are going and if there are any pointers for improvement. So we need to be completely honest in our opinions and yet choose our words graciously.
There's a lesson for us all here. We can apply this to our everyday lives, especially when we interact with others. May we be gracious and honest in all our dealings and may we be accepting when others are honest with us.
I was pleased to be able to tell my children they had nothing more to revise and they could rest tonight. Their little smiling faces said it all. They eagerly await their results now, so let's always be honest and "say everything we have to say in gracious love".

Wednesday 21 May 2008

HOW MUCH HAVE I LEARNT?

I can hardly believe it's round to this time of year again. Today I made my annual visit to one of our feeder secondary schools to pass on the names of pupils due to transfer in September. We always have a pleasant lunch provided and meet with other primary school principals to talk about end of year school business and inevitably, impending holidays. The years just seem to fly past as we get older and we view what we do in school as part of a continuous cycle really. We say goodbye shortly to children who have been in our care for the past seven years and start again after the holidays with a new eager band of little ones, ready to embark on their educational journey for the first time.
As we sit this week marking exam papers and we comment on how much the children have learnt throughout the year, I can't help asking myself how much have I learnt?
I hope and pray that as I have become more worldly wise, I have indeed matured spiritually also. I know I have so much further to go, but I long to go deeper with every passing day.
The verse on my desk today blesses me so much.

"I have written your name on my hand." Isaiah 49:16.

Tuesday 20 May 2008

STEPPING OUT OF THE DARKNESS

I watched about ten minutes of a programme last night, in which Sarah, Duchess of York went to live for a week with a family from Hull.I suppose it didn't really capture my attention that much and it certainly didn't get off to a good start, considering the family didn't even recognise her.That can't have done her ego much good. But just before I changed channels, I heard her talk about how she got up every morning to a sense of darkness around her and in order to get rid of it, she simply had to have a rigorous workout and then a bath full of ice cubes. Sounds like torture to me. She seemed to be a very sad individual who craves positive comments from all around her, especially the media. There's somebody who you'd think had so much going for her, but in effect she has so little happiness in her life. Do we really know what's behind any one's false smile?
We're so blessed tonight to know that we have everlasting hope and joy through trusting in Jesus. He loves us with an everlasting love.

"How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!
And that is what we are." 1 John 3: 1.

Monday 19 May 2008

A FAITH WHICH DOES NOT FALTER

I happened to read a passage by J.C.Ryle this morning and it spoke volumes to me.It explained clearly that many of us are obliged to walk a path which is not of our choosing and we often cannot see the usefulness of what we are involved in.However, we need to be patient and believe that God knows best and what we can't understand now will become clear later on.We mustn't rush God.
He wants us to grow in grace and wisdom and sometimes the road we travel feels so painful and hard to endure.
"Father God, tonight I ask you to help our faith to flourish and not falter, as we leave everything that concerns us with you,
Amen."

Sunday 18 May 2008

BE STILL

At the beginning of our church service this morning, one of the worship songs was-
"Be still for the presence of the Lord". I know this song has been around for many years now, but it always touches my heart. It takes me to a place of calm and suddenly any anxieties seem to melt away.
No matter how much we try to live as stress free a life as possible, we can't but get caught up in things which are going on around us. We all have deadlines to meet, letters and calls to attend to. But then in the midst of it all, we hear the mighty words which speak so wonderfully to our hearts. I hope they bless you tonight.

Be still for the power of the lord is moving in this place:
He comes to cleanse and heal,to minister His grace-
No work too hard for Him.In faith receive from Him.
Be still, for the power of the Lord is moving in this place.

Saturday 17 May 2008

TAKE THE PLUNGE

Ian and I went to a barbecue tonight. It was run by the missionary organisation which Jon goes away with in the summer-OMS. We had a good time, as we met folk who had been on mission trips already and we also listened to Jon telling others how he felt called to go in the first place.It was lovely to share fellowship with people we knew and some we were meeting for the first time.We watched two very moving dvd presentations about mission work and the first one had a particularly moving start.It began with three young people standing motionless at the edge of (what I didn't realise was) quite a big drop. They looked at each other and then, jumped. This opening shot had a big impact, exactly as it was supposed to, in that it encapsulated stepping out into the world of mission. We need to "take the plunge" for Jesus, if we mean to be a serious follower. Remember, He may not call us all to Mexico, Africa or even Ecuador, but we all have some sort of mission work to do and that could even be on our own doorstep.
I wonder if we're ready to serve!

Friday 16 May 2008

THE STRESS BALL

A little lad from my class brought a present into school. He'd been at our local agricultural show and managed to pick up a few goodies before going home, as ye do when you're eight years old. This one was an orange stress ball with a great big smile on it. He told me that you squeeze it when you feel angry to get rid of your rage and apparently it allievates any stress you may be feeling. I brought it into assembly this morning and showed the children the big smile. We certainly didn't need it in school today, as the singing was mighty and the children were already smiling their heads off because they love singing their favourite worship songs.We're blessed to know that we don't need an orange ball to get rid of our stress. We simply need to give it all over to God and believe that He can help us through any difficult situation which we might face. The verse on my desk pad for today reinforces this message--

"My grace is enough for you. When you are weak, my power is made perfect in you."
2 Corinthians. 12:9.

Thursday 15 May 2008

LOOKING FORWARD TO HEAVEN?

I finished a book today called "90 Minutes in Heaven", by Don Piper. It captivated me over the past few days.It's about a pastor who died in a serious road accident and came back to life after 90 minutes due to much prayer.It talks about the experiences Don had and not at all in a sensational way. I know that his story has given comfort to so many people. He believes that God brought him back to his family so that he could spend the rest of his life helping people who are on the verge of leaving this world to realise the importance of getting ready to go to Heaven.
I've been so blessed by this book and am not sceptical because of the sincerity of this man and his desire to use his experience to bring glory to God and nothing else.
I believe that God allows us all to have experiences in our daily lives, so that we may grow and learn to trust him more as a result. I've no doubt that he then brings folk our way who we can help as a result, because I've proved this in my own life.
I recommend this book to you, tonight. It will definitely make you really look forward to Heaven.

Wednesday 14 May 2008

EVERYTHING ELSE CAN WAIT

Today was yet another busy day in school, preparing for exams next week. I came home a little tired, yet was able to relax outside in the beautiful sunshine for a little while before tea. Later I began to do the usual household chores. I hadn't quite finished when the doorbell rang. A good friend arrived wanting to sort out some worship music for a busy weekend ahead. Ian and I immediately stopped what we were doing and began to listen to songs to see what would complement certain themes.Before we knew it we were all "Lost in worship". The evening turned into a precious time of praise.
I'm blessed again tonight to realise that "bringing glory to God" is paramount and everything else can wait.I'm gently reminded of the story of Martha and Mary and clearly see that to rest at Jesus' feet is the most precious place to be.

Tuesday 13 May 2008

EXPECT THE HARD TIMES

Today Jon rang me to tell me that while getting ready for exams this week, he has developed a dreadful toothache and would have to come home to pay the dentist a visit.This evening things aren't much better, even though the tooth has been dressed he has severe pain caused by an abscess. The last time this happened he was preparing for a mission trip to Mexico and this time it's Ecuador.
Whenever we decide to do something for God, we can expect obstacles to occur and fiery darts to come from all angles. We must stand firm and hold onto the words-

"The Lord is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble ". Psalm.46.v.1.

Let us remember always, that it is such a blessing and privilege "to carry everything to God in prayer".

Monday 12 May 2008

FORWARD PLANNING WORKS

I went to see a teacher teach an infant class today. I had to write up a report as part of her induction year in our school. It wasn't a difficult thing to do on a Monday morning, as she was so well organised in advance. Her careful preparation meant that the lesson ran smoothly, was interesting and catered for the needs of all the children in her care. It ran like clockwork and the teacher was able to relax and enjoy the lesson. This is exactly how it ought to be.
There's a lesson for us all in this. We can't expect to do anything effectively for God if we have not put in proper planning and careful preparation. He deserves our best efforts and we needn't think that we can fool Him for one moment. When we come to serve God, we realise that everything we do should bring Him glory. So let's take the task seriously and know that if we do His blessings will reign down upon us.

Sunday 11 May 2008

INFURIATING SITUATIONS

We went outside this morning to have breakfast in the sunshine, as we don't get to do this too often given our Northern Ireland weather. Everything was going well until I heard some cattle noisily calling to each other and racing around, in what I thought was a nearby field.How wrong I was.I caught a glimpse of one , then another and another out of the corner of my eye and suddenly my peace was shattered. They were charging around our garden, knocking down shrubs and anything else in their way. We managed to herd them into a nearby field and it wasn't long before the local farmer arrived, making all kinds of excuses for them being allowed to run wild.
Suddenly I wasn't so relaxed anymore and though the day got better and I was blessed by the message spoken in church, I was a little disgruntled that this was the third time these animals should make my acquaintance in the last few weeks.
This is so true of everyday life, things are going along fine and then all of a sudden, something happens to destroy the balance. We really need to ask God to give us grace to cope when things go wrong for us, or someone really annoys us. He can help us to control ourselves, even in the most difficult of circumstances and help us remember that once we say something, we can't take it back!

Saturday 10 May 2008

ALL I ONCE HELD DEAR

Jon said goodbye to his piano pupils this morning, as he's getting ready for exams and then Ecuador.I tried to put myself in his position and thought of all the changes this would mean for him. He will be leaving family and friends, indeed everything familiar. Things of sentimental value would all stay behind, like his precious electric piano. It's hard for us to give up " stuff". Yet when God asks us to follow him, He prepares us for everything that lies ahead and he loosens our grip on even material possessions.
I was struck today as Ian's sister talked about the difficult task of clearing out her best friend's house following her death. She said that no-one wants second hand stuff nowadays and things that we hoard that are dear to us, well, we have to all leave them one day. This sheds new light on everything, surely. "Let's not store up treasures here on earth and let's realise that we have to lose our lives in order to find them".
I'm blessed tonight, that God teaches me so much every single day.

Friday 9 May 2008

PUSH YOURSELF, DO SOMEONE A GOOD TURN

I got my little children to each write a thankyou letter to the four ministers who visited us last week and today got feedback from one of them.He was excited and pleased that they had taken time to say "Thankyou".A few of them had asked him some questions in their letters and he took time to answer them.
I realised again this morning, that it doesn't take much to "make someone's day".
So tonight when my son asked me to bake some buns for a coffee morning his friend was having tomorrow , even though I was tired,I got to work and now I'm really glad I did.Sometimes we have to push ourselves and make the effort to do something for others, no matter how inconvenient it may be. God will bless us when we are faithful to Him, and ye know what, we end up feeling a whole lot better.

Thursday 8 May 2008

A RESTLESS NIGHT

I didn't sleep well last night.Thunder and lightning filled the air. I know after all these years, I should not be concerned about something like this when I'm tucked up safe and well in bed, but I suddenly remembered how fearful I was as a child when I experienced a night similar to this. I found it difficult to cope with the room being filled with huge flashes of light, coming at intervals. So I did everything I could to waken Ian, because I didn't want to be awake, alone.
But I wasn't alone and never am.
Jesus said, "Low, I am with you always". What a blessing to know this truth.
We need to keep trusting God, not only in the light hours, but also in the hours of darkness, when fear sets in, because I believe, that in the night hours, that is when He can really speak so clearly to us and we can feel His presence really near..

Wednesday 7 May 2008

PUT INTO PRACTICE

Jon's trip to Ecuador is getting nearer.His prayer card has just arrived and as I read it I realise our youngest will soon be serving God in a foreign place.I marvel at his enthusiasm and desire for Christian service and tonight I want to share the verses he has chosen, with you.

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable- if anything is excellent and praiseworthy- think about such things.
Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me- put into practice.And the God of peace will be with you." Philippians.4.v.8 and 9.

I'm struck over and over as I read these verses, by the words- "Put into practice". I feel them speaking strongly to me. I realise it's not enough just to be "hearers of the word", but we must be "doers" also. I'm not saying that God will call us all to service in Ecuador, but I am saying that if we hear the call, then not to obey would be to be disobedient.

Tuesday 6 May 2008

GOD KNOWS BEST

I think it's such a blessing when we look back over situations in our lives that we can see evidence of God at work, because we know that without Him things would not have turned out the way they have. As I am reminiscing tonight I'm thrilled to think of past events which clearly point this out to me.We struggle with problem after problem and try to work things out on our own, when really God just wants us to trust Him more, rely fully on Him and believe in our hearts that He knows what's best for us. This very evening I've had the joy of bringing important good news to a person about a certain situation and the greatest blessing for us both was to be able to recognise that God's hand was upon the whole situation all along.
If you struggle tonight with something, I urge you to hand it over to God and you will be amazed at the lessons you learn on your daily journey.Try your best to keep a positive perspective on things and believe that whatever happens, God knows what's best for us!

The Almighty says: "See if I will not throw open the floodgates of Heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it". Malachi.3:10.

Monday 5 May 2008

GOD'S BIG GARDEN

I've just come back from a long walk with Ian around our local park and although we walked quite briskly, I stopped in my tracks at one point because of the beauty before my eyes.To our left was a blanket of bluebells and to the right wild garlic spread out everywhere and its strong scent filled the air. I marvelled at God's big garden in full bloom. It reminds me tonight that fellowship with God began in a garden and I long for that fellowship. We spent a lot of time in our garden today and as a result, tonight I feel quite at peace. We were able to look at plants we'd grown from tiny shoots and see bushes start to blossom and I began to know the truth of the saying-"You're closer to God in a garden........"

"How many are your works, O Lord!In wisdom You made them all; the earth is full of Your creatures." Psalm 104:24.

Sunday 4 May 2008

CAN YOU SEE NEW GROWTH?

It's May and I look around me today and growth outdoors seems to be somewhat delayed. We have apple trees everywhere around our little village and although today is traditionally known as "Apple blossom Sunday", the blossom is only just starting to form. We've had a very wet spell of weather and it feels more like March than May. However, today the sun shone and every one's mood seemed to change. While out in the car, I noticed that people sat outdoors to chat for the first time this year , I suppose. The weather is on the turn I hear and suddenly we can move from the confines of our living rooms into the fresh air and engage in "The great outdoors".It's important for us to realise that our mood changes dramatically when we let "The Son" shine right into our lives. He gives us a new, fresh vision and is able to rectify the problem of our delayed spiritual growth. Through continually focusing on Him, we too can begin to "blossom". I feel blessed tonight by realising the truth in the above words and pray that I can not only blossom but bear fruit also.

Saturday 3 May 2008

ARE YOU EVER LUKEWARM

We got our microwave back today after a minor adjustment.Everyone in our house was pleased, because we all use it frequently and missed it over the last two weeks.. It's amazing how handy it is. Everyone uses it for a different purpose. I like to heat up croissants, muffins and so on , so that they always taste like they've just been freshly baked. Also, something from the freezer can be defrosted and changed from a cold, hard block in a matter of minutes. We all know exactly how long to press the buttons for without even looking up the handbook now, we've practised enough you see. It made me think that, as Christians we often need the heat turned up to breathe some warmth back into our lives. We grow cold so easily, by neglecting our quiet time or simply slotting something into it's place to keep us busy. We need to from time to time, remind ourselves that a lukewarm temperature is not warm enough.We need to look out for the warning signs,keep our hand on the right buttons and make sure "The Handbook" is not packed away in a drawer somewhere, but always close beside us.

Friday 2 May 2008

COMING BACK TO THE HEART OF WORSHIP

Today four different ministers came to school to watch the children enjoying worshiping God in assembly and then to visit them in their classes and find out what they had been covering in RE during the year. We had a lovely time of fellowship together.Indeed, the whole morning was taken up with praise and worship really. How blessed we are to be able to do this in our school and just to watch our little ones taking part in the lively worship songs fills me with so much happiness.
I'm conscious too, that in our churches we must engage in the spirit of worship right from the very start of each service.Everything which happens must lead us and prepare our hearts for the spoken word which is yet to come. So never underestimate the place our worship songs should have in our services. They must be chosen carefully and we should be able to truly "get lost in worship".It does not matter if we sing two more choruses if we feel lead to, it matters that "The Holy Spirit" is able to work.
I remember the words of a little chorus I learnt as a child--"The praises go up and the blessings come down....."

Thursday 1 May 2008

STAND FIRM AND DON'T MOVE

Do you ever wonder why things turn out the way they do? We very often sail along for a time and when something out of the norm happens which blesses us so much,then you can be sure that there'll be a huge mountain waiting for us to climb around the next corner. I've felt a bit like this over the past few days, however, I persevered with an issue and refused to let it beat me and I'm pleased to say that keeping focused and persevering paid off.
If only we would apply this principle to our spiritual lives too, what blessings would abound. Many of us say "Don't pick me for that job in church, I could never do that", or something to that effect. When in truth, we need to stand firm, ask God to show us what we can do for Him and let nothing move us.Giving ourselves fully to the work of the Lord,because we know that our labour in the Lord is not in vain".

1 Corinthians.15.58.

Wednesday 30 April 2008

CHILDLIKE MINDS

The children in my class have been designing and making mysterious little birds with moving parts from scrap materials. They've spent a few sessions on this activity and I have to say the results are really good. Today they set the finished articles in front of them and wrote little imaginative stories about where these birds could fly to and the wonderfully helpful things they would be able to do for others. I love the minds of children. They write with excitement and in anticipation of something good just about to happen round the corner. They aren't afraid to "push the boat out" and believe in their dreams. Sadly, as we grow older, we become jaded, cynical and oh so secure in our safe routines.Many of us lose our sense of adventure and indeed the glow we once had when we were young in the faith.
We need to keep our faith strong and childlike in many ways and allow God to show us the path to take, whereby we can pursue the main reason we're here- "To glorify God in everything we do". I'm blessed tonight when I think of the children who are daily in my care and I pray that my influence on them will always be pleasing to God.

Tuesday 29 April 2008

GIVING UP YOUR TIME FOR OTHERS

Ian and I were invited out today, to visit a school we'd never been to before.The appointment had been arranged quite some time ago and we hoped that our visit would be comfortable and convenient for the busy principal who'd asked us to call.Nothing was too much trouble at all. We were made most welcome and two hours later, we were on our way home, reflecting on the lovely afternoon we'd spent.We were taken on an extensive tour of the huge building, got to talk to students and admire the detail of their course work(being mounted on display).We realised this evening that the most important thing you can give someone is your time and how important it is to make others feel special, when there's nothing in it for your own gain.
I pray tonight, that God will always help me to follow through with my personal invitations and that I will always have time for others, to listen and even just be there for anyone who needs me.

Monday 28 April 2008

NO FRILLS CHRISTIANITY

Our boys asked us along to a service last evening.There were lots of young folk taking part and the boys were in the praise band.It was a very moving time as I was blessed by the sincerity and honesty of everyone taking part. Many of the young ones who spoke were teenagers and yet Ian and I remarked on the depth of their spiritual maturity.They enjoyed meeting up at the weekends to learn more about God. They are part of a group who desire a "no frills " Christianity and are not into gimmicks or anything which would romanticize the gospel.How refreshing to hear this message, as we live in an age where everything has to be packaged in a way which make it appear attractive. I can't help thinking that people today are judged by the figures in their salary, or whether or not they wear the latest in designer fashion.
Let's get back to basic truths and realise that's the foundation we need to build on.

Sunday 27 April 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Today is my birthday.I share it with a few folk I know, so we exchanged pleasantries. My uncle turned seventy today, so we texted each other in a light-hearted way. It was a very pleasant day and Ian made a lovely Sunday lunch. I didn't have to lift a finger. The boys were home and all was well. As I get older I realise the importance of spending quality time with loved ones and just how precious that time really is.
I also realise that I have been uniquely shaped by God's hand. As I walk each day with Christ, He's constantly honing and shaping me to be more like Himself. I know I've got a long way to go, but I long to be moulded according to His will. As I reflect on being another year older, I thank God for His abundant blessings so evident in my life and I desire that I will move forward this year with a new zeal and enthusiasm for service wherever that may lead me.

Saturday 26 April 2008

DON'T RUSH YOUR FOOD!!!!!

I love Saturday mornings. You never have to rush breakfast. You make your own agenda for the day and best of all you take it at your own speed. Your body relaxes and fresh fruit and croissants never tasted so good. You don't care if you sit around the table for ages.It all feels so good.Compare this with work days. You grab a quick bite, throw a wash in the machine, make a couple of packed lunches, etc etc and no matter how much time you think you have in the mornings before you leave the house, it never seems to be enough.
I've learnt that it's also like this with our quiet times. When we take time to study slowly and carefully, we discover the pearls of wisdom in God's word, whereas when we quickly rush through things, we're fortunate if anything we read stays with us for the rest of the day.
I know which breakfast I prefer and I know which type of quiet time blesses me the most.
So let's not rush our food!!!!!!

Friday 25 April 2008

STEPPING TO THE SIDELINES

I suppose I realised today that my life had entered a new phase.My eldest son brought his girlfriend home to stay over and get to know us. It was all so easy and a very pleasant experience. We relaxed together and interaction was effortless. I counted the time very precious indeed. I was delighted to see them so happy together. It's not easy to realise suddenly that your children are grown up and independent, but when you see them happy and know they have been praying about embarking on right relationships, then you happily step to the sidelines when the time comes, so that they can still see that you are there if they need you.
Ian and I hope that we've done the parenting thing the way God would have wanted us to, to date and we are richly blessed through being close to both of our boys.

"Direct your children onto the right path." Proverbs.22.v.6.

Thursday 24 April 2008

A LITTLE MORE ACTION PLEASE!

I attended a Primary Principals' conference this afternoon.Many important issues were discussed.We were all unanimous in our suggestions and supported each other to the full.I felt I'd travelled a long way, but it helped to be surrounded by people of like mind.The meeting ended with the words of that famous Elvis song,
"A little less conversation, a little more action please".
We all realised that the talking needed to end now, it was time to act.
Sometimes we're a bit like this in our churches.We can talk endlessly about aspects of doctrine and spend too much time and effort being ruled by our rules that we miss the most important thing of all- Our relationship with Jesus and how that can govern the way we impact others.
It's a blessing to constantly be reminded to let our minds rest on the right issues.
I love the line in the Tim Hughes song,"God of justice" which says,

"Move us into action!" Don't just talk about it, do it!

Wednesday 23 April 2008

LOVE....IS........

Ian got his class to write poems for a competition.They were all entitled.... LOVE IS......
He let me read them this afternoon and I was amazed at how good they were.These children were obviously well rounded kids, experiencing lots of family love, judging by the sorts of things they were writing.
They said stuff like,

"Love is from the inside out." "Love is being spoilt with your favourite food."

"Love is eternal and everlasting."

Aren't we blessed tonight to experience love and be able to show love to others? I pray for those who simply want to be loved, or have never been shown love and I thank God for the assurance of what His love can mean to us all.
John 3.v.16.

Tuesday 22 April 2008

FEELING COMFORTABLE - FEELING LOVED

A couple of good friends landed round tonight.We were delighted to see them, as they had been out of the country working abroad for the last two years.We had so much to talk about.We laughed and chuckled heartily about some of the things they told us and we brought them up to speed with the goings on here with us. I was amazed at the differences in culture they experienced and immediately thought about the things which we have access to every day, which we take for granted. At the end of the evening we vowed to keep in closer contact, even though this couple would be continuing to travel the world over the next three years.
However, when they had gone, I realised just how comfortable and easy the whole evening had been and that true friends simply pick up where they left off.
It made me realise what a blessing it is to have Jesus as our best friend, because even when there may be days when we don't seem to follow as closely as we ought, He accepts us just the way we are and lets us feel comfortable and loved again.

Monday 21 April 2008

SIMPLE THINGS MAKE A DIFFERENCE

I rang my aunt today and she made me feel like I'd just made her day.She's pretty much house bound nowadays, but so very interested in what the family's getting up to.She's upbeat and so appreciative of every little thing anyone does for her.It only takes a few minutes to let someone know you're thinking of them and it could make a world of difference to their day.Our local town has an initiative every year called "Expression". All the churches get together and send volunteers to do the simple things which really make a difference.They cut grass, paint walls,visit old peoples' homes and so on and show God's love in practical ways. As well as giving of their time freely the volunteers are deeply moved by how little it takes to make some one's day.Many are changed as a result of the week's outreach and have grown deeper in their faith.They are really blessed by how much God has blessed them through the different experiences.

"It is in giving that we receive".

Sunday 20 April 2008

SLOW DOWN

Today was a busy day, church twice, visiting in between, home later than expected and before we know it we're getting things ready for our Monday routine.I realise that we can be so busy at the weekends, doing many wonderful things, attached to our church fellowships and all of a sudden we realise, we're too busy. Everything and everyone tugs for a piece of us, our calendar is busy and that's the way we like it.But hold on a minute, what about that restful break from two weeks ago? Have I forgotten the benefits of "getting in, rather than giving out?
I'm reminded of the verse which says,

"Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed" Luke 5:16.

And I think, if Jesus thought it worthwhile to step aside and pray,wouldn't I be wise to do the same?

Saturday 19 April 2008

TAKING THE WRONG ROAD

I went to visit a friend this afternoon and guess what, I got lost again.Now the lady agreed that the roads were very twisty, leading to where she lived, yet there I go again having to ask directions.We really had a good laugh about it and I wasn't afraid to admit that I was trying out a different direction this time and I just wasn't familiar with it at all. I was a bit out of my depth.
Sometimes, I think we're afraid to admit that we're wrong, or we've made a mistake.We take ourselves so seriously and think how we must always appear that we're strong and in control at all times.
We're wrong if we believe this.It uses up all our energy trying to make people believe we're coping with everything all the time.Let's admit to God we need help and that we've taken a wrong road.He's waiting to welcome us with open arms and guide us onto the right path.

Proverbs.3 v 5 and 6. ................ "He WILL direct your paths".

Friday 18 April 2008

WALK HUMBLY

Ian and I attended the retirement function last night of a very dear friend and colleague.This man had so much to be proud of in life as he had achieved so many different things in his specialised field and travelled all over the world promoting events and giving lectures.Everyone loves him deeply.I suppose you could say, what is so endearing is the fact that he cares deeply about people and just wants to make a difference for good, but in a most unassuming way.I've been blessed to witness his complete humility.He was quite overwhelmed by the number of people who he said "gave up a valuable evening just to wish him well".His thank you speech was very moving, as he continually did everything he could to divert the limelight from himself and praised his family, colleagues and friends for their assistance to him over the years.
Last night, I learnt the meaning of the phrase-

"Walk humbly".

Thursday 17 April 2008

MEMORISING GOD'S WORD

We had a special Assembly today,where many of the children in my class decided themselves that they would like to take part.They shared their favourite bible verse with the whole school.They didn't have to be coaxed to do this and I was blessed by their enthusiasm and the confident delivery of the wonderful words.I thank God for all the little ones in our care in school every day and never take for granted the opportunity to be able to share God's love so openly.You never know the snowball effect this could have, in enabling these little ones to speak to their parents.

Wednesday 16 April 2008

THE BIG ORANGE MUG

I received a present today.It was a lovely,big, orange mug.But what made it so special was that it has the words-
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."Phil.4.13. written on it.
I remember reading a couple of weeks ago, that when Helen Roseveare was working in hospital some years ago, someone close to her suggested that while she stood holding her hot cup of coffee( and she drank umpteen cups of coffee) she should use the time while she was waiting for them to cool, to meditate and ask God to keep her composed in all her dealings with people.This is good advice for us all and I'm certainly gonna meditate on this particular verse while I'm waiting for my coffee in school to cool.

Tuesday 15 April 2008

WHAT'S YOUR SCREEN SAVER LIKE?

I firmly believe that when I waken up in the middle of the night, it's never by chance.I always have a person's name in my mind and I immediately pray for them. It happened again last night.You see,my friend was going for major scan results this morning after months of chemotherapy.When I thought of her heading out in the car to the hospital, the passage from Joshua chapter 1 and verse 9 came immediately to mind.I sent it to her by text early today and eagerly awaited her reply.It came a few hours later.Everything was well and she was praising God for answered prayer. Talking to her by phone then, was a blessing to me today, because she bore her illness all along with such a strong faith.It was lovely to hear her truly rejoicing today.
As I was leaving school this afternoon, I glanced for a moment at Ian's laptop.There were purple letters moving across the screen. They read as follows--

"Be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged.For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."

Monday 14 April 2008

A HOST OF GOLDEN DAFFODILS

At the moment, every time we come into our driveway we are met by a "host of golden daffodils." They stretch all the way up the "in" path and down the "out" path on both sides and also take pride of place in a large flower bed. They are a constant reminder to us of Ian's dad, as we remember him carefully and patiently planting masses of them. They look like majestic trumpeters heralding the presence of spring.They suggest new birth, new growth and fill my heart with joy as I gaze upon them every day.
A few however, have been breathed upon by the odd morning frost over the past week and their heads are starting to droop.I've told Ian I'm gonna pick these ones and put them in a vase on the kitchen table and try and encourage them to lift their heads again.
Many of us, from time to time, due to life's experiences, don't feel we have the energy to lift our heads up.But remember God knows what we're going through, or have been through and wants to renew our mind, body and soul so that we can stand up firm like the majestic daffodils, if only we'll let Him.
So it's up to us.Do we choose to be a "drop of rain" or a "ray of sunshine?"

Sunday 13 April 2008

LIFE IS FRAGILE

This morning I heard the sad news that a dear friend of my sister-in-laws had just passed away while on holiday in France.She was a godly woman and although everyone thought during the last two weeks that she would improve from her sudden illness, and indeed God gave her time to make a strong impact on the doctors and nurses and everyone who knew about the situation, sadly, it was not to be that she would recover.
How do we accept it, when clearly God's ways are not our ways? Well, we simply have to, no matter how painful it may seem at the time.He knows what He's doing and doesn't make mistakes. We need to be moved by the fact that life is indeed is very fragile and none of us will be here forever, even though it seems that many live each day like they will. All remains for me to say today is......

"To be with Christ, which is far better."

Saturday 12 April 2008

THE REAL YOU

Friends came over tonight. We had a wonderful evening of sharing fellowship.It's so important to spend time with people who you are not afraid to show "the real you" too.We all need to relax, be ourselves, and come out from behind the walls that we erect every day to protect ourselves.Then we can just simply connect with others who have discovered the joy of being themselves, but precious to Jesus.I firmly believe that Jesus leads us to people of like mind so that we can share the meaningful things in life and surely a few real friends are far better than endless acquaintances who want nothing more than to gossip about others and waste time on silly conversations. I urge you today to ask Jesus to lead you into lasting friendships which you'll prove to be nothing short of life enriching.

Jesus gave us the model of love-
"I have loved you even as The Father has loved me...I have told you this so that your joy may be full,"and we hear from His heart the welcoming words, "I have called you friend."

Friday 11 April 2008

FINDING THE RIGHT DIRECTION

I heard on the News today that 1/3 of all drivers with satellite navigation end up in the wrong place.It doesn't seem to lead them in the right direction.If it works it's a good aid when motoring, but watching the drivers end up way off the mark, did look a bit strange, if not laughable, on the news report.Immediately it reminded me of our own lives.I constantly look back over mine and view the route I've taken. I wonder if you are happy with your life and the direction you're moving in?
I find as I study different books in the Bible they definitely give me a clear direction to follow, day by day and I know that if I am obedient, I'll not end up in the wrong destination.

Jesus said, "I am the way, The truth and The Life".

Thursday 10 April 2008

ARE WE TOO COMFORTABLE?

I passed the comment yesterday and today to a couple of my colleagues that we were all really blessed to be able to work together the way that we do.I said that I thought it was lovely to get up each morning and know that there was no-one I dreaded meeting at work or couldn't get along with and I really mean that.We have the freedom in school to chat every day about "deep" stuff that matters and I know that not all workplaces are like this .I feel very comfortable with my work surroundings and yet I know that sometimes when we are like this God can call us out of our "comfort zone".We just have to be open and available.I wonder how comfortable you are with your workmates ,their interests and even their language and if you felt God speaking would you be willing to act?

Wednesday 9 April 2008

KEEP TRUSTING

I sat and listened today, as my sister-in-law, who'd just returned from Paris, told her story. She had flown to the bedside of a dear friend who had experienced a massive coronary while on holiday there. Miraculously, she was staying 5 minutes away from a hospital specialising in cardiac care and has been there for almost two weeks now. The doctors gave the lady a 1 percent chance of survival, which I'm sure you'll agree is almost nothing at all.However, her minister and friends from church have been fervently praying and singing hymns around her bed and she has made some very positive progress to date.
This is like something you'd read in a book and yet it's so very real.I was blessed as I listened to how God is really speaking through this painful situation to so many in that hospital.It tells me that in everything we need to keep trusting in God to carry us through whatever comes our way and know that He is working out everything according to His purposes.

Tuesday 8 April 2008

SOMETIMES WE'RE JUST TOO COMPLICATED

I've just heard the wonderful news of two young girls who have asked Jesus to be their saviour and best friend.It was a blessing as I listened to a mum and then later, a Sunday school teacher enthusiastically tell me all about them.It made me think about how important it is for all of us to have "childlike faith".Sometimes we complicate things too much, debate doctrine for hours on end and lose sight of what it really means to have a daily living relationship with Jesus. I echo the words of a friend today who said, "A little child shall lead them" and pray that these young children(who know exactly what it's all about) will have the opportunity of touching the lives around them.

Monday 7 April 2008

FREEDOM TO TEACH ABOUT GOD

I've got a student teacher in school for a couple of weeks and we intend to work closely together.As we were preparing lessons today, I told her I'd like her to do a series on "The Lord's Prayer".She was delighted to hear this and added that she had never been in a school before where she had been asked to take an RE lesson. I couldn't believe it, as RE is an integral part of school life for me.But on reflection I realised that we are blessed in our school to have the freedom to teach the young children in our care about God and not every school is like that. My prayer tonight would be that we would always have this kind of religious freedom, although somehow, somewhere down the line this could all change. May we never let the opportunity pass to tell others the good news of the gospel.

Sunday 6 April 2008

A HEAVENLY MESSAGE

This evening we listened to a minister speak about Heaven.It was an amazing sermon, uplifting and inspiring.I want to share a few facts with you.From bible based references we learnt that believers could look forward to the following-----
We will enjoy the wholesome things we enjoy here and now.
We will be engaged in fulfilling and purposeful activity.
There'll be close relationships and happy fellowship.
The world will be beautiful and full of joy.
We'll be in the presence of the Lord.
There'll be no more frustration about the brevity of our earthly lives.
I could go on and on..........
The best thing of all is that it will never end!
This sermon really blessed me.


I wonder are you planning to be there?

Saturday 5 April 2008

THE UNSEEN GUEST

I'm going out for a meal with some dear friends tonight.I know the hostess well and she displays all the qualities of a Godly woman, the ones I've been reading about this past week. It'll be an easy night and I feel blessed already because I know God will be there too. Just like the words of that famous plaque which adorns many a dining room wall, "Christ is the unseen guest at every meal". There's a real ministry in the sharing of hospitality.I intend to do much more of this now that the flu has passed. Let's get away from any silly hangups, like "my house may not be as fancy as the next persons". This matters little, when God changes our total perspective. He ensures that we are relaxed and enables us to enjoy the sharing of a meal with others and the added bonus for us is that He shows up too.

Friday 4 April 2008

FOLLOWING FASHION?

I read it over and over again tonight until I took in every single word---

"Do not be conformed to this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind,that you may prove what IS that good and acceptable and perfect will of God". Romans 12.v.2.

Paul is talking about practical matters concerning the application of salvation.The christian woman's sacrifice to God is to live her life as holy or set apart to God and to please Him. How sad it is to see how subtly Satan infiltrates the world of young girls' fashion nowadays. I was shocked the other day to see so much "playboy/girl" bunny logo clothes, shoes, sun glass cases etc, as I passed by a shop window.I don't usually pay attention to teenage girls' clothes, as we have two lads in our family,who settle for track suit bottoms, jeans and sweatshirts. But I urge any parents who might possibly read this, to guard carefully how their young girls dress, as nowadays I believe shops encourage them to appear provocative from a very early age.
I feel we have to constantly work hard at "being in the world, but not of the world".
I'm finding great blessing as I read some chapters of Romans each day, it truly guides us as to how we ought to live.