HAPPY NEW YEAR

The day has arrived.We ring out the old and in the new.Many of us are going to house parties where we can celebrate with our friends tonight.We all have our own thoughts and memories of the year that is leaving us.But I think it's healthy not to dwell on what is past,but look forward in a positive way to what is yet to come.What a blessing that we don't know what's around the corner as we start a new year,but even more so to know that if Jesus is our Shepherd then we have nothing to fear,as He will lead the way for us.I wish you a Happy New Year wherever you are this evening!



And just like the words of the old hymn- "Where He leads me I will follow".

CHANGE ONE THING

I just watched a programme which invited people to "Change one thing" in 2008.The comments were really worth listening to.Apart from the usual,"I'd like to lose a few pounds","I want to go greener"sort of thing,one person said"I'd like to see a lot less religion and a lot more of true Christianity going on".
That will happen if we all really care for one another and show compassion.
I urge you to think over the next few days about what you want to change.I know that I really want to be of use to God in 2008 and be totally prepared to not let anything else get in the way.That's a tall order,but as I said yesterday,we don't have to walk the road alone.This afternoon I attended the funeral of a friend's husband,who sadly died very suddenly.It made me think more than ever,that it's really only our relationship with God that matters.Everything falls into place if God has first place.

CARAMEL ADDICTION

I made this caramel sauce a couple of days ago,put it in the fridge in a little see-through jug and every day since,have sneaked in and poured a wee drop over a little ice-cream.Then I'd check to see how much was left before putting it back into a carefully constructed hiding place.I have to say it turned out exactly as the recipe said-"to die for".I did share it with my family,but a little reluctantly I suppose.You see there only was a small amount and that was steadily going down day by day.Son and I finished it tonight and I'm glad,because I was becoming addicted to it.It's well it's Christmas,that's my excuse,because I wouldn't happily condone this sort of carry on any other time of year.Seriously,I now realise how easy it is to become addicted to something.
We usually think at this time of year about giving something up,don't we?
I'm blessed tonight to know that we can't do anything in our own strength ,but with Jesus' help,it's possible.So be encouraged,you don't have to go it alone.

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me".Phillipians.4.13.

KEEP ME HUMBLE

A friend called round today.He always comes a couple of times a year,as he is on the go travelling around the world quite a lot,giving lectures on a sport close to his heart.He is just back home from China in time for Christmas and every time he calls I'm blown away by his humility.He never boasts about his all fares paid travel,or fancy hotels.In fact you have to ask him about his work and then he has you captivated with his passionate delivery.
He has met some wonderful people around the world and I felt so encouraged by the fact that he said one man just told him about the growing numbers of people following Jesus in China.
I can't help thinking that this much learned,much travelled,complete people's person could pass along the street unnoticed,as he simply wants to live as an ordinary man.
I learnt a lot today and I'm blessed when I look at The Manger Scene-Now there's humility at it's utmost!

THE LOST SOUL

Just a day or so ago I talked about a dream I had and low and behold,last night a knock came to the door at 11:15 pm.Anything at that time of night is a bit of a concern.He stood there looking so lost.It was a lad I had taught at school many years ago.He was now twenty.I hadn't seen him in ten years,but he knew where we lived and remembered us.He was hungry and afraid.We took him in,listened to him,fed him and contacted his aunt and mum immediately.He told us he had nowhere to go and that nobody cared.He didn't seem to fit in anywhere.Sadly his learning disability alienated him from his peers and it appeared he had few contacts.We made his mum promise to help him and we were left during the night with our sad memories of a boy trapped in a young man's body,all alone.
I was deeply upset by the late night event and really pray that he will find somewhere where he can learn a trade and feel the love and care of people who are trained to deal with his multiple needs.
I'm blessed today when I think of how God makes no difference between any of us.

"Jesus came to seek and to save those which are lost".

TIME TO REFLECT

I woke up this morning in reflective mood,made a few important phone calls to relatives and some felt relieved that Christmas Day has passed quietly,as it brought many painful memories with it.I began to think back over the year and all the different ways in which God had truly blessed me, of things which had happened,opportunities He'd given me to serve Him that I'd never imagined possible.Sometimes it's easy for us to dwell on negative things,but when we really reflect carefully,we can see God's hand on our lives,directing and guiding and it makes me feel quite excited.I hope that as you reflect too at this time of year,you'll be able to count your many blessings as well and look forward to a new year with all the new opportunities it will bring.

"Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds". Hebrews.10.v.24.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS

I always tell the children in school to begin Christmas Day by saying "Happy Birthday Jesus".We can all become diverted with opening presents and cooking food that we forget the person the whole day should revolve around.How would we like it if nobody remembered us on our birthday?I had such a real dream in the early hours of this morning.Loads and loads of people were arriving at our house for Christmas.I knew we didn't have enough food or bedrooms to cope with the influx.I began to panic and even burst into tears,telling Ian that we'd simply have to turn people away.Then I woke up to reality but the memory of the dream stayed with me all day.I felt guilty that I'd even contemplated sending folk away.I thought of the words of Jesus,

"Insomuch as you do this for the least of one of these my brethren,you do it unto Me".

I resolved there and then to try not to miss an opportunity in 2008 to help someone out,even when the circumstances seem impossible.

Happy Christmas to you today,wherever you are!

EMMANUEL,OUR GOD IS WITH US

Well, the night has finally arrived,it's Christmas Eve and I've been busying myself in the kitchen preparing food for tomorrow's meal since arriving home from a candle lit Carol Service.I've been thinking about all the little children everywhere,tucked up in bed early and not able to sleep,wondering if they can hear Santa's sleigh tinkle on arrival.What a truly wonderful time it is for kids.They jump out of bed in the early hours,unable to contain their excitement.What a blessing it would be(I remind myself tonight) if we could be as excited about "Jesus".
Tonight,we joined in worship in church,singing,

"We're singing Alleluia,We're singing Alleluia,
Emmanuel,Our God is with us!"

I got excited about Jesus,tonight and I hope it fires me up to serve Him more and more in 2008.

PREPARE FOR ATTACK

I woke up this morning with a slight sore throat.At Christmas being off school and having a rest,I wouldn't really mind,but today I do.This evening is a special time in church,as we are focusing strongly on Jesus, from The Manger to The Cross.Our family are helping with leading worship and I manage to get a sore throat.We have put a lot of planning into tonight with two other friends and would you believe,this week in particular has been fraught with things going wrong.A really close friend once said to me,
"Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could be in a position to thank God for the persecutions?Because it's then that we know we are really in the middle of serving God."
I never forgot that and it is so real to me today.We must prepare ourselves for the subtle attacks from Satan,as He manages to get us at our weakest points.
What a blessing to know that God has won the battle and defeated the enemy.He cannot harm us and we need to daily ask God to cover us with the precious Blood of Jesus.I believe I'll be fine for this evening,but I urge you to be on your guard over Christmas,because the enemy will do His best to try and wreck your happiness,by destroying relationships and making you feel discontented. Be ready for any attack!

ARE YOU READY?

We did a big grocery shop this morning for Christmas.We managed to get to the supermarket not long after it had opened and were leaving for home as some folk we knew were just arriving,after having driven round and round the car park looking for a space.What a busy time it is.When all the groceries were safely deposited into the fridge and freezer,I told Ian how happy I was now that I was finally all prepared for Christmas.I felt a sense of contentment inside.I immediately thought,in the next breath,of being ready and prepared for Jesus coming back again.I was thrilled to hear a man on television say today,that the most important thing in his life was following Jesus.What a blessing that was,as I was expecting him to say something else,as somehow nothing shocks us nowadays.I wonder this Christmas if you're prepared,not only for what happens in the next few days,but to meet The One who this season is really all about?

QUALITY TIME

Today has been a real cold and frosty one,just the kind you associate with Christmas.As I busied myself this evening with the usual household chores,I couldn't believe my ears when the man on an evening chat show announced that the average child in Great Britain gets 1,270 pounds spent on them at Christmas.What on earth has happened to people,do they not care about falling into debt?One man even went as far as to say "you shouldn't have children,if you're not prepared to spoil them."
How tragically far off the mark they are.Do they not realise that the best thing we can give our children is our time.
I hope we spend quality time with our children and those who mean a lot to us this Christmas.No amount of money can compare with that.I'm blessed tonight to know that God has all the time in the world for you and me,if we are open and receptive to His voice.

THE ACCIDENT

Sadly,on the way home from town tonight,we came upon a terrible road accident.Two fire-engines and an ambulance sped to the scene and we were diverted onto another road.I began to shiver at the thought of what might have happened and immediately texted our two lads who both drive,to tell them to be extra cautious when travelling home later from university for Christmas as the roads appeared to be slippy.When you witness something like this it suddenly makes you realise how precious life is and how easy it is for things to change in a split second.We live sometimes like we think we are going to be here forever,how wrong could we be.I was very conscious tonight of our human vulnerability and yet blessed to know that my times are in His hands.I urge you this Christmas to invite The Baby in the manger into your life,if you don't already know Him,as you don't know what's further along the road.

TEAM WORK

Today was party day at school.Many games involved you taking part largely on your own and if you were fortunate,getting a prize for your performance.But one game which proved hugely popular was where everyone was given a letter,put into two teams and as a word was called out you had to shuffle around in your team until you spelt that particular word and the team to produce the word correctly spelt first,won the points.This game required team work without a doubt and would have failed miserably without it.It reminds me tonight that we are all part of The Body of Christ and for us to make an impact in our place of worship and to grow deeper in our faith,we must all work as part of a fellowship team.I feel blessed to be part of a church where I feel comfortable and content.I know I have folk who care,without gossiping,who reach out to those in need and who aren't afraid to go the extra mile,no matter how late in the day it is.I hope that wherever you find yourself tonight,that you don't feel alone and that especially at Christmas time,you feel like a team player.

YOU BE LIFTED HIGH

As the term draws to a close,you begin to feel tired.I had an evening meeting in school tonight and so much of my day has been spent in there.It leaves you feeling drained and lacking in energy.But on returning home,Ian suggested we try out a new song as a family.So once we started to sing and play the heaviness suddenly lifted and I was able to relax and forget my worries.I love to sing and to worship God in this way.I find that meaningful lyrics and a memorable tune can remain with you for such a lengthy period of time that they can't help but touch your heart.I'm blessed to ponder the words of the following chorus,because for me it explains what true worship is all about.


The song says,
"You be lifted high,You be lifted high,
I fall on my knees,so it's you that they see not I,
Jesus,You be lifted high".

I pray that when I worship I will always be conscious of those words.

HAPPY FEET

At this time of year when there's only a few more days of term left,it's hard to keep the children in school amused.We tend to work in the mornings and lighten up the afternoons with a bit of Christmas fun.Ian found a website,which seemed to me to be based on a spin off from the film "Happy Feet". You could type any message you like and a cheeky little penguin would glide around in the snow until he had spelt out every word written in the message.Now how cool is that?The children really enjoyed taking turns at this activity.Most wished themselves a Happy Christmas,while some wrote deeper messages,such as "Jesus is born,Let's all worship Him".
I wonder if you had an opportunity to write a message in the snow,what would you write?You'd probably write what's in your mind and what occupies first place in your thoughts.
I pray that it's the Child in the manger for us all.

Remember,"He's the reason for the season".What a blessing!

THE FULL TROLLEY

I heard a young lad tell a story today about a woman doing her Christmas food shop in a supermarket with her toddler in the trolley.As she packed more and more articles into the trolley the child began to feel a bit crushed,so she had to take him out.He was left to trail behind his otherwise preoccupied mum.The lad then went on to make the comparison with how we treat Jesus.We pack more and more material things into our Christmas and Jesus is in danger of being left in the background.
I hope tonight, as we enter the week before Christmas,that we'll not be guilty of filling our trolleys too full.We don't want to miss the blessings He has for us.

TINSEL AND GLITZY BAUBLES

I can think of many friends as I sit and write tonight,who are suffering physically in one way or another.Sometimes we look around us and think,hey,everyone is having a better time than we are at Christmas,when in effect,many are struggling so much,that we ought to stop for a moment and thank God for our daily health and strength.I sat with a lady today,who told me that she just couldn't get her head round all the fuss of glitzy baubles etc,as she had major health thoughts to occupy her mind and there was no room in there for decorations, this year,which I found totally understandable.I pray that this December we will all see afresh what Christmas is really about and not be materially blinded by the bright tinsel,etc.

"Oh come let us adore Him!"

GIFTS

I wrapped some presents this evening and enjoyed tying each one up beautifully.I made my own gift tags this year to attach to the shiny packages and hoped that the receivers would appreciate the time and effort I had put into the presentation of the gifts.Then it dawned on me,that it matters little what the outside is like,the person I give my gift to is really only interested ultimately in what's in the inside.This truth hit home quite deeply.So it is with us.

"Man looks on the outward appearance,but God looks into our hearts".

What kind of package are we? I'm blessed tonight to realise that God doesn't care about all the outward blemishes that I see in myself and that He knows me better than anyone else.I hope and pray that He sees a sincere heart,striving each day to live for Him.

GUARD YOUR WORDS

I wrote my Christmas reports today.It's important to let parents know how their children are coping with the work,etc in my class.I chose my words carefully,as it's very easy to misinterpret what is said,especially when it is committed to print.There are ways to address minor problems and I've learnt,over the years how important it is to use your words wisely,as we can encourage or discourage so easily.I've met a few people in my time who could tell me to change something,etc and I wouldn't hesitate to do so immediately,because of their manner of delivery.How good it is to know tonight,that God disciplines us from time to time because He loves us and wants us to grow in our faith.So we need to remind ourselves tonight to be able to accept His correction whenever it comes and count it all a blessing.

"Let the wise listen and add to their learning,and let the discerning get guidance". Proverbs ch.1.v.5.

PROMISES PROMISES

I wrote my Christmas cards today.As we have lost three of our parents in recent times,we haven't sent cards for the last three years.It kinda feels strange writing to folk we haven't been in touch with for some considerable time.But then we all do that at Christmas anyway,don't we?We tend to tell ourselves off for not keeping in closer contact with some people,when we write things like-"will ring soon",or "must catch up for coffee" and so on.But do we really mean it at all?Another year goes by so quickly and we've made no real effort to follow up on some of our promises and worst of all we knew it would be like that when we last wrote the card.

I want to make sure that if I promise to keep in close daily contact with God,that I'll really work at it enough to discipline myself to make sure it happens.If the close fellowship slips for some reason,then the one-to-one communion fades and sadly God becomes just like the distant acquaintance who receives the annual token card.
Aren't we blessed tonight,to know that He promises never to leave or forsake us?

NO HIDING PLACE

This morning we walked over to the local church to practise for our Christmas carol service.It's difficult keeping 145 children quiet and focused,all exactly at the same time,especially as Christmas is drawing near and many are so excited that they are "beside themselves" with tiredness.Ian was able to project all the little faces onto the huge front wall of the church so that nobody's parents would go home on the night saying that they were unable to see their offspring.I told them that as they were all being videoed,their mums and dads would be able to note every move they made,good or bad,there was no hiding place.I immediately made the comparison with how God is able to see us in everything we do.It's like our lives are instantly projected onto that big church wall.I hope He approves of what He sees and what a blessing it would be if someday, He would say to me-"Well done,faithful servant".

THE PROJECT

Today we decided to make table centres for Christmas.I showed the class one I had made earlier,as ye do and after a bit of a chat,the seven and eight year olds got to work.I had carefully explained the instructions and so it was up to each child to interpret the task in their own way.I was delighted with the results.Everyone had eagerly cut out lots of holly and berries and the paper plate was transformed.So much so that we went on to design a vase of card for the middle,to be decorated with bits of old Christmas cards and filled eventually with tissue paper poinsettias.What started as one simple little lesson,had grown in potential because of the children's dedication and enthusiasm.
I can't help seeing the similarity tonight with trying to live a life pleasing to God.He guides us towards the right friendship groups and into various projects which we can do for Him,that we never would have thought possible.It's only when we reflect on times gone by that we see how blessed we really are and realise that with God we can tackle tasks with His help and instruction which we would have believed to be beyond our capabilities.Take this daily blog for instance.
If you ask God to show you a new work which you can do for Him,get ready,it'll definitely happen.

BEING OBEDIENT

I was reading today in a book of daily readings which Ian and I do and a small paragraph struck me so strongly,that I really want to share it with you tonight.

"God won't come shine a light in your eyes or mine.Instead,He'll wait for us to to climb off the throne of our lives and on to the altar of sacrifice.Then,when our lives are no longer like the world's way of living,we'll hear His voice.Then,He'll reveal what He wants us to do for His name." Dr.Philip Patterson.

I'm blessed tonight,to think that God is ever so patient with me.I believe He has something more for me to do for Him.I feel that I need to live in constant obedience as He prepares me for the task which He knows is waiting for me,in His time.

THE PERSONALITY CHANGE

Tonight,a visitor sat peering in through my kitchen window.I had to do a double take as it looked a bit like our cat who was curled up in its basket in the living room.This one was a bit smaller,yet with the same distinctive black and white markings.It looked quiet and gentle and stared longingly in through the window.When our cat went eventually to its dish at the back door,the action began.Its personality changed completely.The fur on his coat stood straight up and he wailed and cried,telling the intruder in no uncertain terms that this was his territory and his alone.I've never witnessed such a personality change before. It amazed hubby and I.It made me think about our own personalities and how I often have said in life that we cannot change the personality we are born with.But over time I've realised that God alone can change our old natures.When we decide to give our lives to Him,then suddenly the emphasis we used to put on certain things shifts and always for the better.He helps us lose our hangups,changes our wrong attitudes to people and starts the process of making us more like Him.We no longer feel that we have to mark out our own territory and the blessings start to flow.

DON'T COMPLICATE THINGS

I was making some Christmas cards tonight,while watching a News Report on how to save money at Christmas.Groceries were bought at very different prices and a meal was prepared for a group to sample.The different items had coloured marks to differentiate them.It was impossible to tell the difference in taste in most cases and a saving of 30% was to be made if folk would only be wise enough to avail of such grocery purchases this year.Cards were up next and even a designer preferred the cheaper cards to the most expensive ones.So,why is it that people flock to get the special brand names,no matter what the cost,when they miss the genuine,simplistic article before their eyes?They believe there must be a catch,that's why.It's the same with choosing to follow Jesus,many try to complicate things and miss the free gift right in front of them.What a blessing tonight to know that John ch.3.v.16 says it all and there's nothing complicated about it.

NO DISTRACTIONS

I've been in bed all day,as fore casted.Somehow,if someone coughs or sneezes near me,I'm sure to pick something up and yes,I've got the dreaded bug.Ah well, what I must realise is that it will come to pass.I thank God tonight for my usual good health and strength,because it's only when you're laid low and stopped in your tracks that the reality sinks in of just how much we take for granted.Sometimes your body sends out little signs that it's time to take a rest,especially near the end of a busy term.I just hope that we can be as tuned in to listening to what God wants to say to us,as much as we recognise when other things in our lives need adjusting.It's in the precious rest times,that I feel particularly blessed that all distractions have been blocked out for a little while and so the lines of communication are open and clear."So speak,Lord,I'm listening".

THE BUG

There's a "bug" going round school with a vengeance.I'm watching children being sick before my eyes.Sorry, that was a bit too much detail there,however, it seems to have taken hold and is knocking whole family groups off their feet.Hubby is at home sick,a rare occurrence and I know it's only a matter of hours before I go down too.I'm panicking a bit,as our school Carol Service is early next week and with so many children off,it's hard to practise.However,I'm not gonna worry tonight about what I can't change,as I've just read my Bible notes for the day,which clearly said,"Stop worrying,God will provide what you need in ways that will amaze you".I'm blessed already.

SMALL THINGS MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE

I took my little school choir to sing today for the visitors who frequent a local Day Centre.We put together a selection of modern Christmas songs,which took us all the way through The Christmas Story and this was our first performance for an audience.I must say,I felt a wee bit uneasy entering the building,as I used to be there quite often with Dad.It's funny how you can be instantly taken back in time to some difficult memories.However,when you are in charge of twenty-six primary children your mind soon jolts to the task in hand,that of helping them to assemble themselves in an orderly manner,ready to perform.We gave a lot of pleasure today to the lovely gathering of dear folk,all with minds becoming clouded with forgetfulness.They smiled, clapped and joined in with "Away in a manger" and as the little ones mingled and shook their hands,it was such a blessing to realise there and then,that "small things make a big difference".It worked both ways,as my kids knew also what it felt like to be appreciated.I saw true joy on the faces of the audience and it underlined for me how important and to be valued people are,no matter what stage of life they're at or how incapacitated.

A TIMELY WORD

In Proverbs 15v23,we read that "A timely word ", is such a precious thing.That book of Proverbs makes wonderful reading,I need to dip into it more often and cherish the jewels of wisdom in there.I can't help thinking tonight,of two instances over the weekend when friends took time out of their busy schedule to ask after my well-being.I'm humbled when I think of how a Saturday night phone call got me asking,"What can I do for you?"When it came out of concern for me.Also,today a fax came to school,from someone who took time late last night to sit down and write words of hope and personal encouragement.In both instances,I really felt God draw near and am blessed beyond words,that He should choose to speak in such a direct way,through two of my dear Godly friends.Sometimes,we think we're strong and in control and in effect, we are vulnerable.Satan usually chooses his attacks when we are least expecting them and often when we are busy being involved in church work.I won't ever forget "The timely words" which I've just got and trust that I will be discerning enough in the future to know when I need to pass them on to someone else.

STRANGER IN TOWN

We had an opportunity as a family to sing and play together today at a local service.It doesn't happen too often nowadays,as everyone is busy with different church/worship engagements.However when it does happen,I count it such a blessing to worship God together in song in this way.We sang a piece written by Ian twenty odd years ago,yet still so relevant today.It talked about how to many at Christmas,Jesus is merely a stranger in town.He means nothing more than that.The words have lingered with me all day and as I watch people rushing around on a busy Saturday in The shopping centre,I wonder if they are afraid that someone will buy the gift they want before they get to it.What does Jesus make of it all as He watches folk spend like there's no tomorrow?There's such a difference between a stranger who you quickly pass in the street and is instantly forgettable and a personal friend,who knows all about you and will always be there for you,no matter what.Think tonight about the dearest friend you have in the whole world,well Jesus wants to be more precious than that,in a way that is beyond measuring.I hope we are drawn right into The Stable this Christmas,in a new and vibrant way.

TURN THE POWER ON

I put the Christmas decorations up today.I began to feel in the mood for Christmas,as we put a lovely worship cd on and lit a few candles.It's amazing,though,how dull the tree and garlands look until the power is switched on.What a difference it makes.Suddenly everything dazzles and the whole room lights up.I suppose that's a bit like us really,when we allow God to take full control of our lives.The Holy Spirit is able to dwell within us and turn the power on.It's then and only then that we can be of use as "bright lights" shining in an ever darkening world.I pray tonight that those of us who trust God as Saviour and Lord, may be empowered to reach out this Christmas to those who feel they just want this month to be over.What a blessing it would be to share the best message of all with someone who really just gets it for the first time.

"Let your light so shine before men".Matthew.5.v.16

WHEN YOU GET THE CALL

I got a phone call at school today.It was one I wasn't expecting.The man said,"E.T.I."and that meant only one thing-an Inspector.To begin with I thought it was a joke,but soon realised it was for real.The gentleman in question would be coming next week to check up on a few things,for research purposes.So I told him we'd be happy for him to call,but he needed to bear in mind that we are in the middle of Christmas preparations,yet would endeavour to give him exactly what he was looking for.I am quite an open sort of person and aim to tell the Inspector what we have done(as a staff),what we are doing at present and exactly what we feel needs to be done in the future.Honesty is always best and God also expects nothing less from us.He accepts us and never wants us to try to be something we're not cut out to be.So if you feel the call tonight from The One who is to be respected above all others,just come as you are,just come now.

DISASTER IN THE KITCHEN

I suppose I better just come clean and admit I had a baking flop earlier this evening.I was making blueberry muffins (which worked perfectly the last time).I knew something was wrong when my son was eating one out of the bun case and the blueberries were stuck to the bottom.I was disappointed and annoyed with myself,as I had weighed everything perfectly and spent a lot of time on this activity,even making double the amount.What a waste,I thought-of time,ingredients etc.I was ready to give up,but had a little time left before going to my weekly bible study group,so I started from scratch on chocolate chip muffins and this time they worked.The house group enjoyed them and have not been sick,as far as I know.
I learnt a lesson tonight,as I was really cross with myself for the cookery mistake which cost me so much time and energy.I know it's not that important ,but it taught me how important it is to spend my time wisely when it comes to the deeper issues in life.It also taught me that when we make mistakes we must "brush ourselves down"and keep pressing forward.God never gives up on us and it's a blessing tonight,to know that He often uses our mistakes to teach us more about depending on Him. Philippians.3.14.

LITTLE SPONGES

I nursed my little six month old niece this evening,while she cooed and smiled at her big brother performing turns on the sofa,simply because he had a captive audience.He's only two years and four months,yet he made me chuckle to myself,when he answered a question I posed,with "probably".It's funny how children pick up so much so quickly from the adults around them.They are just like little sponges,soaking up more and more knowledge every day.Those of us who work with young children or have a young family,have such a responsibility as a role model.So we must never lose sight of the fact that we are being watched daily and our habits may be copied.We should remember this the next time we're tired or having an off day.Let's count it a blessing that we can influence a young life in a positive way and may we embrace every opportunity to do so.There's a bit of a child in all of us,surely.

Jesus reminds us of how good it is to have a childlike attitude.He says it's impossible to enter the kingdom unless we become as little children. Mark.10.v.15.

A JOYFUL NOISE

I have been training a choir at school in preparation for Christmas for just a few weeks now and at times I've wondered if I've been too ambitious with the amount of material chosen,until today that is.Suddenly it all came together,which is great news, as our first public performance is next week.But there was a confidence shining through,which filtered from member to member and suddenly the children were enjoying themselves and even staff passing by noticed the difference.The children were making a joyful noise and it blessed my heart.I began immediately to see the comparison with this and seriously trying to live a life pleasing to God.I find it hard to describe,but to me it's the time when everything seems to just click into place.It's the realisation that nothing else in life matters except being in tune with God and being so keen to move into deeper fellowship with Him.Priorities change and attitudes change.It can be scary at times,but it's very exciting too.You realise that your life is not your own any more,because you have handed the steering wheel over to the Master and you long for Him to direct you right to the centre of His will for your life,so that you can forever "make a joyful noise".

THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY

As we tidied a few things this evening,I came across my son's autobiography.He wrote it in final year at primary school.He's coming twenty now.I chuckled to myself as I read about the things he had packed into his little life.Trips to London and France featured strongly and a keen interest in ponies,which has now long disappeared in favour of girls.He ended his writing by thanking dad and me for looking after him,but added,"more importantly I want to thank God".
That last line stayed with me long after I read the account of a young life.It's a huge blessing to us parents tonight that he continues to look to God for guidance in his life and I ask myself, if I were to write my autobiography,would I be able to say that I did everything I could to serve God on a daily basis.That thought makes me sit up and take stock immediately.

"My God,I want to do what you want.Your teachings are in my heart". Psalm.40.v.8.

THE BIG PICTURE

Today in church,the guy who took the talk for the children had photographs of household objects.These were part shots and he wanted the kids to work out what the whole objects were.Some of them were quite hard,even for adults to work out,but when we were shown a little bit more of each thing,then we had no problem in realising what they were.The words which followed were easy to work out,even in advance,that God sees "The Big Picture"for each of our lives.I found it such a blessing to be reminded of this today,that I simply had to share it.So often I'm guilty of trying to rush God's plan for my life and I need to be totally content in the here and now and let Him unfold things at His pace,because no matter how I feel,His ways are perfect and things will not come to pass a day earlier or later than He wills.

THE BIG CARD

I stopped for petrol today,as nearly every time I take to the wheel the car seems to be running on empty.The man who owned the shop made pleasant conversation starting with the weather,as ye do.Then we moved onto the topic of Christmas shopping.We both agreed that in general people spend way too much and he made the point that you don't have to buy your way in people's affections.He told me that he was never one for giving his wife "The Big Card",as was popular some years back,feeling strongly that his love for her did not need to be measured by the size of the card.What a good point to remember,especially at Christmas.We don't need to go overboard with the presents,when our giving of the things which money can never buy goes so much deeper,will mean much more and will last long after Christmas is over.

What a blessed example we have in the following words-"How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure".

SALE-EVERYTHING MUST GO

I bought a sale item for the husband today.He liked it very much and I was pleased with myself.I'm amazed at how many pre-Christmas sales take place nowadays.Shops are buzzing and people think they are missing something if they are not in the queue.Suddenly everything is marked with a discount sticker and I wonder as I wander if the new sale price isn't just exactly what the item was worth in the first place.Yet somehow, we are all drawn to the S-A-L-E signs time after time.I know some people who think that unless they pay an awful lot of money for something,then it's not worth having and they really aren't interested in a bargain,because they immediately think there is a catch or something reasonably cheap mustn't be a lasting product.What a blessing,tonight,to know that what Jesus offers us is completely free and it will last forever.There's no catch and it's so simple that people who try to make it all too complicated end up missing the point.Why not go for something today which is worth more than anything money can buy?

TIRED OUT

Did you ever feel tired?Today was one of those days for me.It was a busy day at work,when extra things to do just seemed to pop up and yet,the body goes into shutdown when you suddenly stop in the evening.A nice hot bath is such a welcome friend.At times like this,I'm reminded of how God calls us to Himself and lets us know we can rest in Him and suddenly, it's good to be weary,once in a while.There's much to learn in those rest times and we will soon begin to welcome them,because when we "come aside and rest awhile",it is then that we are most receptive to God speaking to us.

Matthew.11.v.28.

THE SECRET MILLIONAIRE

I've just watched a programme tonight about a young man of twenty-five,who went undercover as a youth worker in a deprived area,to watch how people lived.He was a secret millionaire.From the age of fifteen, he had started up in business and had become very successful.His aim was to single out people whom he deemed worthy of a little financial help and at the end of the programme he would spring a surprise on them.As usual,I found myself in tears,just watching the goings on.He said that he felt so good,when he followed his heart feelings and not necessarily what his business brain was telling him for once.He saw a need and a window of opportunity and he genuinely cared enough to show he believed in certain folk and thoroughly enjoyed helping them make a new start.It certainly made good viewing.I'm blessed tonight, when I think of the new opportunities available to all of us when we hand control of our lives over to The One who made us and knows all about us.He offers us a brand new start.

"Behold, I make all things new". Now, that's enough to make us feel emotional,isn't it?

PARLEZ-VOUS FRANCAIS?

I was just chatting to a missionary friend in France tonight and he was telling me about his work and plans for Christmas outreach etc.As our primary 7 children are learning French at present,I suggested to him that it would be a good idea for them to send some Christmas cards and little gifts to the children associated with his church.We'll aim to have them parceled up and ready to post next week.It will be so good for our pupils to realise that Christmas is as much about giving as receiving.It will also be exciting for the french children to realise that people in Northern Ireland who they don't know, are thinking about them and care enough to do something special like this at Christmas.I'm blessed to realise tonight,that it's God who plants the little seeds,we call ideas and it's up to us if and how, we choose to put them into practice.I hope tonight that you feel the urge to do something a wee bit different for someone this Christmas and that you'll go right ahead and do it.You'll find a blessing will come right back to you.

TASTE AND SEE

I was doing a wee favour for Ian(husband),this evening.He asked me to pick some sweets for children in his class.As I scoured the shelves in the local shop,I found it hard to decide what to buy.There was so much to choose from and I didn't want them to be disappointed,as they were deserving of a treat.I picked them selection boxes(all the same) so I knew there wouldn't be any problems.I would have no bother choosing my favourite brand of sweets,as I have never wavered over the years.But I realise that children are spoilt for choice nowadays and can change their views quickly,depending on what is flavour of the moment.It's a bit like life really.We are faced with decisions and choices day and daily.It's up to us, to a certain extent,what we do,when and how we do it.We are blessed today to know that if we choose to follow God's plan for our lives,then He will most certainly direct and guide us in making wise choices and decisions and we will not falter or waver on our own.Taste and see......................

Proverbs.3.v.5-6.

SO ENTHUSIASTIC

My sister called me today,just to let me know she had arrived home safely from a holiday in South Africa.I could tell by the sound of her voice that she had had a wonderful time.She talked about the people,the food,the views and so on....Having never gone myself,I could only imagine what it must have been like.It certainly made a tremendous impact upon her and I knew that she was so enthusiastic about sharing her recent experience with everyone around her.I could really sense her excitement.She kept saying"you have to go,ye know this place has something special,I can't quite put it in words".
This reminded me tonight of how we ought to feel about sharing God's love with others.We have something so special,we can't simply keep it for ourselves. I pray that God will never dampen my enthusiasm for Him and that others will be encouraged to draw near to Him,by the example I set.

THE BEST MEMORY

I went with my mum to Dad's grave this morning.He died exactly one year ago.I think about him a lot and loved him very much.When I was younger, I couldn't imagine him not ever being there,as I always asked for his advice.It was only as I got older and he began to suffer from alzheimers,that I realised that my sisters and I were now having to be the strong grown up ones,instead of the little girls we once were.The disease gradually robbed him of absolutely everything and as I watched it's progression throughout the last ten years,I believe I am changed as a person,forever.Sometimes,I'd convince myself that maybe he recognised me,when I knew deep inside that he didn't,but I always talked to him,hoping to unlock a little past memory and the odd time there seemed to be a glimmer of recognition for a brief moment.However,throughout the darkest days and sadly,they are still uppermost and so vivid in my mind,the thing which gave me hope, was a crystal clear memory which I held dear.You see, I remember,like it was only yesterday,as a child on the farm,my dad telling me when he asked Jesus to be Saviour and Lord of His life.I'm blessed to have shared that precious conversation with him and to have witnessed him daily on his knees.It gives me all the comfort I need.

THE BLUE TREE

This afternoon Ian and I went out for a coffee.It was fairly near closing time,so everywhere was quiet.As we walked past the deserted shop fronts, we noticed a huge tree outside a restaurant,completely covered in blue lights.We'd never seen Christmas portrayed in blue before and it caught both our eyes immediately.It was so beautiful,yet mysteriously cold and somewhat poignant,pointing up into the dark night sky.I began to think that Christmas can be so sad for many people for a variety of reasons.They must feel alone and blue,just like the huge tree standing apart,amidst the dazzling,glittering ,warm and inviting shop fronts all calling out for my attention.I know what it feels like to be blue at Christmas.We've lost three of our parents over the last few years and so there's been no cards sent and fewer seats have been filled around the table on Christmas Day.But, we're blessed tonight to know that Jesus brings hope for us all at Christmas,no matter what our circumstance.Only He can stop us from feeling blue.

NOBODY HOME

A few friends and myself went to visit another friend tonight,only to find that he wasn't in.It was our own fault really,because no-one had told him to expect us, nothing had been arranged.We were disappointed that the door was closed and nobody was home.It was a wasted journey,but I suppose he couldn't be expected to sit around waiting for something which may or may not happen.After all, he didn't know we wanted to see him.However,it reminded me tonight,that God does not wait around for us forever.We need to let Him know we want to meet with Him,share fellowship with Him and get to know Him more.We need to prioritise things in our lives and make the move before the door is closed to us.

IS YOUR HEARING GOOD?

I sat down with a child today to gently correct a piece of written work on a rough page,so that afterwards he could transfer it to his proper book.I talked him through the mistakes and explained why they were corrected.When he arrived up to my desk with the completed work,I couldn't quite believe my eyes.He had managed to copy the few lines out again,exactly as he had written them originally,paying no attention at all to any corrections.You see,he thought his way was fine,that there was no need to fix anything.That would require thought and energy,when he could repeat his first process without too much effort at all.
I realised immediately,that he listened to me,as he usually did,but he didn't really hear.It's so easy to do that.We listen to what our minister tells us,but we don't always hear.We know what's best for us and why change anything when it works ok for me?It's a blessing tonight,to know that God uses so many different avenues to speak to us.I pray that we will not only listen to His gentle prompting,but we'll really HEAR HIM.

BLEACH + RUBBER GLOVES

I got the bleach out tonight.There was a bit of cleaning needed done and I'd kinda put it off for a few days.But once I got myself going,I quite enjoyed the task.(I suppose you could say it's a woman thing).Anyway,at the end of the job,I felt a sense of satisfaction and pleased that everywhere was clean and tidy again.Us women like things in their proper place and somehow men don't really seem to notice that much.But it's funny how we know we need to do something, in the back of our minds and still we slip other things in just in front.I hope tonight that we put the important decisions in life,uppermost in our minds and we don't put off making the choice to follow Jesus,as what a sad day it would be if we looked back sometime way down the line and realised we'd wasted our lives on things that took the place meant for The One who gave His all for us.

"I tell you,now is the time of God's favour,now is the day of Salvation". 2 Corinthians 6:2.

WHAT'S IN YOUR PICTURE?

Today I asked some children to draw what their view of Christmas was.This was a kind of experiment for a friend,who was compiling some information on "What Christmas means" to people nowadays.I didn't guide or prompt the kids in any way,just simply asked them to illustrate what came to mind.I was disappointed to find that only one child in the group put The Baby Jesus in her picture.Is this a reflection of how things are?I'm afraid so.Sadly,people think more about what they can get,than what they can give,nowadays.I wonder what you'd draw to depict your views on Christmas.None of us like to be left out,it's human nature to want to be included.I'm blessed today to know for certain that I'm special to God.I want to try to live my life in a way that makes Him as special as possible to me.

THE BLOCKAGE

Today the sink in our utility room was blocked and the water met me at the door.Then I remembered the new candle.Well, ye see, it replaced one which was finished.I had taken the old one to the sink,poured out the last little bit of wax mixed with hot water and hoped to preserve the holder for another candle at a later date.Yes,you've guessed,the wax hardened and caused a blockage in the sink,so powerful,that when the washing machine was in operation,the water refused to go where it was meant to.
Ian saved the day for me and I was left cleaning up and wondering how so little wax could cause such a mess.It reminded me that it only takes something very small to spoil the fellowship that God desires to have with us.We can never see the problems coming and building up,but they do and in such a subtle way.If we truly want to experience God's richest blessings ,we need to watch out for any unnecessary blockages.

CANDLES

I bought a candle today.Everyone loves candles in our house.They not only give light and warmth on winter evenings,but also ensure that a wonderful fragrance wafts around the room.Over the past few years candles have become so popular,as they can be obtained in all shapes,sizes,colours,prices and fragrances.Candles make a wonderful present.They are always gratefully received and my favourite of all is-French Vanilla scent.During the summer I bought a wedding gift for a friend and decided that I would also include a scented candle as a reminder to the couple,"to always shine their light" in their marriage together.
I am blessed to know some folk,who,without even having to speak,radiate God's love in their very countenance.
As a little child,I sang the chorus-"Jesus bids us shine".I ask today,that He will help me to be a light to shine for Him in my everyday life.

VISITORS

Tonight we're having visitors around.I know it's nearly the weekend and every one's tired after a hard week at work,but these visitors are so easy to be with,that they can come and find us just as we are.We can relax together and share good food(hopefully,if everything goes according to plan) but most of all, we can talk about deep stuff together.I'm a wiser person when I've been in close fellowship with my friends and I feel nourished by their gentle company.I feel that God blesses us all with a few,really close friends who we can share our innermost thoughts with in total confidence and as a result,He changes us all and draws us closer to Himself.I hope that you enjoy the company of your visitors this weekend and that you'll allow Jesus to be so much more than a visitor in your life,the change will be remarkable,if you do.

REMEMBERING

Today in Assembly,I read a poem which explained the significance of the poppy in a way suitable for children to understand.It ended with a mummy crying and her little boy asking why.She told him that she felt sad because people were so busy with their lives,that they had forgotten the importance of Remembrance Day.Sadly there are so many families who will never have difficulty remembering,because of lost loved ones.Yet we must always reach out to those who are sad and show the compassion of Christ.I feel blessed to know that God can really soften our hearts towards the situations of others and pray that He'll keep me remembering not only this Sunday,but always.

FRIENDS

Today I spent a lot of time trying to sort out friendships between some little pupils who just couldn't seem to play together in the playground.When you're a small person,this can rob you of sleep and seem like an insurmountable problem to face.Yes,you've guessed,it was a girly thing.Boys just get on with their football and don't allow themselves to get worked up.
I like to "nip things in the bud", as things can fester,if allowed to develop in an unhealthy way and so it takes time and effort,but these things must be addressed and settled a.s.a.p.So,on returning home this evening,I found myself tired,yet pondering my own friendships.I feel blessed to have a few close friends,who will always be there for me and who know me almost as well as I know myself.I love to make contact with them by text,or phone and the reply is always instantaneous.My husband is also a dear friend to me and I'm blessed to have shared so much of my life with him so far.

Our deepest needs however, can only be met by Jesus,"the one who sticks closer than a brother"Proverbs18:24. Let Him be your best friend today.

GOOD NEWS

Today I received a piece of encouraging news.When this sort of thing happens,it leaves you warm inside and usually manages to come just when you need it to.It made me realise that we really do need to cultivate patience in our daily lives.We want instant answers,just like our coffee.Often,God wants to teach us to wait on Him and what a learning curve this proves to be.I've realised this,yet again today.It's a blessing tonight to know that no matter what giants we think we may face and many of us do,that God is bigger than them all.
If you are struggling with pressure of work,illness,bereavement ......... and you wonder why things are the way they are,just hold on.God is aware of how you're feeling and wants to be there with you,every step of the way.

"I am He who will sustain you.I have made you and I will carry you;I will sustain you and I will rescue you". Isaiah 46:4.

THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG

A story in one of my reading books today was all about the origin of "The Happy Birthday" song.A teacher called Patty Hill from Louisville,Kentucky,wrote this best known song in the world many years ago.Patty wrote it for children in her nursery class.She was such a happy person,that other teachers and students came to her school to find out why it was such a joyful place.They took the song back to their classrooms and pupils then taught it to their mums and dads and soon everyone knew it.I ask myself today,do I offer my energy to life and do everything I have to in the course of a day,unto The Lord?Do I radiate joy along the way?I'm challenged by this little story,to try to be a more joyful person,despite the circumstances I may find myself in and will make an effort to touch others with my positive attitude.

"A word aptly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of silver". Proverbs 15 :23.

THE UNTAMABLE TONGUE

I know you can't always believe all you read in the tabloids,but it saddens me every day to hear about problem marriages which are paraded in public.At the minute,flavour of the month is that of Sir Paul McCartney and Heather Mills.We so openly see the damage that the untamable tongue can do.I'm not for one moment getting involved in taking sides etc,but simply want to point out that while one party speaks out with wrath,the other remains silent.Our minister preached today on the importance of bridling the tongue and it really hit home.
The saying-"If you haven't got anything good to say,then say nothing",came to mind immediately.
James tells us that the tongue can be an instrument of evil,or a conduit of blessing,depending on whether or not it is harnessed by the Spirit of God.
I'm blessed today to know that The Holy Spirit can work in me to allow my words to be a positive encouragement to others.

LUNCH OUTDOORS

We had lunch outdoors today in the autumn sun.I know it's hard for you to take in,but yes,even in November,it's mild enough this year in Ireland,to do something like this and we really enjoyed the experience.We noticed the colours and sounds all around us,as the cattle and horses grazed in the fields and a para glider floated gracefully overhead.Suddenly an ordinary Saturday moment turned extraordinary.We realised that God is in the everyday things.But sometimes we're just to busy to tune in to Him.I know that if we earnestly open our eyes and look for Him,He promises that we'll find Him.Now there's a blessing.

"And you will seek Me,and find Me,when you search for Me with all your heart". Jeremiah 29v13.

COFFEE AND A CHAT

Today Ian and I stopped off for a coffee.While he ordered,I sat and watched the world pass by.People were walking everywhere,laden with bags and I was so relieved to be taking time out.A gentleman close by was just doing the same and when his wife returned,they struck up a conversation with us and we didn't mind one bit.Somehow we clicked immediately,on a number of different levels and chatted for about an hour,which passed so quickly.On leaving,we were both struck by the depth and warmth of our conversation and the realisation that our passion for God was exactly the same.I'm blessed to know today,that nothing happens by chance and it can be so easy to make our Saviour a welcome guest at the coffee shop if we want to.He's always waiting to be included.

THE GOLDEN CARPET

I went for a long walk today and marveled,not only at the wonderful weather on the first day of November,but the colours of the leaves all around me.I simply was in awe of my Creator.I realised that it was necessary to have the carpet of gold under my feet in order to help the trees grow strong and replenish themselves again for another year's new growth.I knew the truth of the bible reading which tells us -"To everything,there is a season".Sometimes it's hard to get used to the certain season of life which we find ourselves in,but God means us to feel contented in that season,because it's there that we can know His blessed purpose revealed,if we are open to Him.

DARKNESS VERSES LIGHT

Tonight is Hallowe'en night and everywhere, people will be dressing up to go to fancy dress parties or trick or treating.Fireworks will be whistling through the sky and children will be shrieking with excitement or fear.Honestly,I can't quite see what all the fuss is about and fuss there is.Every year it gets worse.I've even seen young children dressed up as skeletons. I feel a strong sense of darkness surrounding the whole event.It reminds me of the contrast between darkness and light.
We're blessed tonight to know that "Jesus is the light of the world,in Him there is no darkness".

FROM IRELAND WITH LOVE

Tonight I parceled a few wee gifts for my son to take with him,as he leaves for a Bible conference in Philadelphia tomorrow morning.I thought a lot about what I could buy which would represent where we come from and in the end I got him a tin whistle and some belleek china.These things are usually associated with Ireland and should be well received by his hosts in America.This got me thinking about what people associate nowadays with being a Christian.Somehow our standards have fallen and really anything goes,as many folk talk about"we as Christians",when in effect,they mean everyone in general.But God means us to be different,in our attitudes and in our hearts.I can think of some godly friends and they really are a wonderful advert for Christianity.A time spent in their presence is a life changing experience.I'm blessed tonight to know that though times may change and trends come and go,God still has many walking adverts of His love and grace all over the world.

PEACE OF MIND

Today a friend told me he'd got "peace" about a certain decision he'd made.I think that's a great feeling to have,because you automatically know it's the decision God wanted you to make.If you're struggling tonight with something that just won't seem to work out for you,why not hand it over to the one who knows the answer.

"You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast,because he trusts in You".
Isaiah 26:3-4.
Now there's a Blessing.

REST ON THE SON'S DAY

Today was Sunday again.It's a quiet day in our house,usually.It always has been.I look forward to chatting to our boys, just home from university and we get time to catch up with their eventful lives.Sunday is a day for quiet reflection and rest and I pray that it never changes.If we choose to let the world influence us,then Sunday just becomes like any other day. What a blessing that God should decide to give us a day such as Sunday.

The Bible tells us,"There remains then,a Sabbath-rest for the people of God;for anyone who enters God's rest also rests from his own work,just as God did from His.Let us,therefore,make every effort to enter that rest". Hebrews 4:9-11.

THE LOST RING

Last night my sister lost her wedding ring somewhere in the house.She was in a complete panic about it.But as it was late and the light was dim,she realised that continuing the search this morning would be wisest .So early today,she thought about all the possibilities and had even decided to take her toddler for an x-ray,when I tried to keep her calm by saying,"I've been praying that God will take control of this situation,keep searching and trust that He'll guide you forward".Sure enough the phone call followed shortly afterwards,the drama was over.I once heard this happen over a missing cash card and it spoke volumes to me.I learnt there and then,that God wants to be involved in the tiniest little detail of our lives,every practicality and so on.He knows the beginning from the end and will help us to cope,whatever the outcome.What a blessing that He cares about us in this way.Let's share our all with Him,today.

ALWAYS THERE

This morning I watched the News at 8:00 am and was saddened to see the terrible destruction left behind by the raging fires in San Diego.People were sifting through rubble looking for anything they could salvage from the ruins of what was once their homes.One poor woman being interviewed could find absolutely nothing except a little Christmas gift she had bought.It was a tiny Baby Jesus from a nativity scene.I found this to be such a clear revelation to all of us.We are blessed today that Jesus is always there,even in the most difficult of circumstances. When everything seems to be coming to a hopeless end,He gives us an endless hope.

PRAYER MAKES A DIFFERENCE

I'm not that good at praying and I don't do it enough,but when I do,I feel I'm in a better place with God and I know for certain that it makes a difference to my day.When I was a child,I used to watch my dad,frequently on his knees and now that he has gone to be with the One he talked to so often,that visual picture gives me so much comfort.I'm trying to discipline myself every day to keep a journal and to write down names and needs of those I want to remember in prayer and as I do,I'm spending more time in meditation and less time on activities which are unimportant.I've such a long way to go,but I'm blessed to know the reality of the little chorus-"Prayer is like a telephone,for us to talk to Jesus".
Ye know, there's nothing like the prayer of a wee child bringing their thoughts to Jesus.It's just so genuine.I pray tonight that God will help me to always live my life in a way that enables my prayers to be reverent and genuine.

I'm living proof tonight,that prayer changes the one who prays,as much as it changes those for whom we pray.

ALL ALONE?

I called with and aging aunt who lives quite far away.I phoned first to let her know I was coming,as it was getting late.When I arrived,I was made most welcome.She was so thrilled to receive a visitor.On the way home,I began to think how difficult it must be for folk who live alone,especially as we draw near to winter and all that it brings.There must be so many people who are desperately lonely for various reasons and not sure what to do about it.
A friend gave me this poem which is a source of comfort to those who are lonely.I hope that it will bless you today,as you read it or pass it on.

I feel alone,Dear Lord, stay by my side.
In all my daily needs,be thou my guide.
And when I'm feeling low,or in despair,
Lift up my heart,and help me in my prayer.
I feel alone,Dear Lord,yet have no fear,
Because I feel your presence,ever near.

WORKING TOGETHER

A little child in my class was reading a story in his reading book about animals who thought they were just the greatest.The parrot had colourful feathers.The rhino had a wonderful horn.The elephant had a powerful trunk and the monkey had a long,strong tail and so on.Indeed,it wasn't long before they all realised that they all had beneficial things to offer others and it was impossible to choose who was the greatest among them.I couldn't help thinking as the child read to me that we act a bit like this in our churches when we engage in a variety of activities.It's so easy to get caught up in wrong reasons for our service.It's a blessing today, to realise that God does not rank us in order of our abilities.He is so pleased to see us develop the gifts He has given us in the proper way and must surely smile when He sees us encourage each other along the way.

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES

Today my sister was getting ready to celebrate a special birthday and as I visited her we looked at an old photograph or two.I remember vividly when they were taken,just as if it were yesterday.It's funny how looking back now,I wished time would pass more quickly when I was younger and my,how things have changed over the years.There are times now that I'd just like to slow things down and savour the moment again and again.The truth is,as we all know, we just can't control things the way we want to.
We're told that "Our times are in His hands".I wonder if we really take every opportunity each day to think about things that really matter,to acknowledge The Living God,through good times and bad and to know that each new day we face,we are blessed to be a part of it.I pray that God will show me how I can use my time according to His will.

LIVING WATER

Today in church the speaker chose to talk about the woman at the well.We were left with the visual image of Jesus sitting by the side of the well,asking for a drink of water.At the end of this wonderful encounter,she was left challenged and disturbed,as Jesus told her,
"Whoever drinks of the water I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life".
What a blessing to know that Jesus chooses to talk to ordinary people like you and me and as He does,we're both challenged and disturbed.When we "tune in" to giving Him our attention every day,He shakes us up and there's no telling where it will lead.As we all start out on a brand new week,may God get the opportunity to reach our frequency,move us out of our comfort zone and as we respond,may we leave a Christlike impression behind.

MY FAVOURITE DISH-PRAWN AND MUSHROOM

Today Ian cooked tea while I did the ironing.We wanted to get the chores out of the way before the big rugby match on television.He chose to make a prawn and mushroom dish that he knew I loved.Many years ago,I had a seafood encounter which left me with food poisoning for a week,in fact I was so continually sick that I thought I was going to die.However,it didn't put me off prawns completely.I put it down to a one off disaster and was prepared to move on.While enjoying my meal,I was reminded briefly of the experience and how as Christians we can so easily be put off by the actions of others who profess to follow Christ.I urge you today to look beyond your sad experience to the Christ of Calvary who sets the best example for us all to follow.I know that others have every right to look at how we live as Christians every day and if we ask for God's Blessing daily on our lives,I hope they will like what they see.

THE MOST IMPORTANT VISITOR

Today at school,there was a constant stream of visitors.The day passed quickly,but I realised when I got home just how much energy being sociable takes.When we have visitors,we like to make them welcome,create a good impression and most of all,give them our time and undivided attention.This all requires giving on our part.It reminds me tonight,that Jesus is the most important visitor to each of our lives and how we don't always put enough effort into making Him feel welcome,as we so easily get side tracked with modern day distractions.I know that as I've started to watch T.V. less and delve into my Bible more,I'm better prepared to be in tune with The most important visitor of all.I'm blessed tonight to know that He wants not only to visit but to stay close by me each day.

CHANGE OF HEART

We have flies landing on the outside walls of our house these days.I think they are attracted by the light colour and the weather is so mild for this time of year.They are so small,but I'm fed up cleaning the windows after they make their daily deposits.How can something so small create such a mess?Tonight I'm reminded of the daily impact I make on other people's lives.I can say something small in passing, which can encourage or discourage someone in a big way and it's funny how the more we desire is to walk in God's will,then the more we care about how we interact with others.Tonight I pray that as I think about this,God will take away any critical spirit that could so easily develop.I'm blessed to know that He can really change my heart.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

There were tears today as I walked on my daily school journey-
From a child who'd been upset,
From a recently bereaved grandparent,
From a mother feeling down,
From a colleague feeling stressed,

And from myself, as I tried to give comfort where possible.

But no matter what comes our way each day,we can have the covering of God's love as our umbrella to protect us.We're blessed to know that one day,"He will wipe away every tear".

BUSY FARMERS

The children brought loads of fruit and vegetables into school today,to be put into bags and eventually distributed to local senior citizens.The place was full of the wonderful smell of natural produce.The colours were amazing and I thought immediately of the farmers who work the land so diligently through the seasons.How life has changed for them over the years.The invention of machinery has definitely made things easier,yet they still face so many difficulties.Foot and mouth disease to name but one,has wiped out many a livelihood and from time to time some farmers are teetering on the brink of despair,wondering why their chosen vocation is no longer profitable or even bearable.It reminds me of what we face daily as Christians.God never promised that it would be easy if we decided to follow Him,but He does assure us that He will not let us be tempted beyond what we can bear.1 Corinthians 10 v 13 tells us that He will provide a way out so that we can stand up under the strain.So let's rejoice in that knowledge today.

UNIVERSAL GOD

It's lovely nowadays to see people of all different nationalities coming to our churches and feeling welcome.A friend commented today,that a lovely Lithuanian Methodist lady was sitting beside her at the weekend Harvest Service.We may not be able to speak their language,but we have much in common,in that God's love is universal.We can do lots to make others feel at home with us.I am blessed when I worship with folk I'm not familiar with,yet who openly radiate God's love.There's an instant bond as we see first hand how God is working in the lives of so many people all around the world.Sometimes we limit God and then things happen to make us all realise that-
"Our God is able to do immeasurably more than we could ever ask or imagine".

21 TODAY

My eldest son turned twenty-one today.I can't quite believe how quickly the years have slipped by.I've spent a lovely weekend with him,before he left for university tonight.We've shared meals together,laughed together,looked at so many photographs of times long gone and I'm left this evening with my memories.I'm blessed that he's chosen to have Christ as his Saviour.For me,that's his single most important decision in life and I pray that God will keep him close in the years ahead.I'm reminded tonight,how days turn to weeks and weeks to years and suddenly a house that was noisy with children's laughter can turn strangely quiet.Yet how good to know that our God is still the same and if we draw near to Him,He'll always be there for us,to help us when we reach a new stage in our lives,whatever that may be.

THE MASTER GARDENER

Today was just like a summer day.You could sit outside comfortably in short sleeves and enjoy the sunshine.But as I walked around the garden,I was in no doubt that it was autumn.There were leaves all over the grass and the shrubs needed pruning back.So we started to tidy things up in preparation for winter.I was amazed at how quickly shrubs grow and if we left them to springtime, then they'd be really out of hand.This reminds me tonight of our lives when we fail to stay close to God.Our standards slip and suddenly we find ourselves allowing our minds to be controlled by the wrong things.What a blessing to know that the Master Gardener is waiting to prune us back into a right relationship with Him,so that we can spring forth and in due course bear much fruit for Him.

SOMETHING SPECIAL

Today I had more blackberries in the fridge to use up, so I took the plunge and tried yet another new recipe. The blackberry and nut muffins were a success.I was made up,as they looked and even tasted like the ones you get in a fancy coffee shop.To think that I could have simply thrown them out or waited until they got mouldy,but I decided to prove that I could make something special out of them and it worked. I'm blessed tonight when I think that God can take us and use us to be special for Him.Today in school,a gentleman arrived to fix some broken toilets that were causing me some stress,and he simply and quietly shared a bible verse with me,which suddenly meant so much.It came when I wasn't expecting it and it was a special moment.I wonder do we allow God to use us enough,in even our mundane moments?

ANY EXTRA BAGGAGE?

Today I spoke to a minister friend who I hadn't been in touch with for a while.I was blessed that God was anointing his ministry and his church was growing from strength to strength.However he was quick to point out that new growth meant new needs to be met and it wasn't easy at times.I believe more than ever that there are many people in our churches today with hurts to hand over and baggage to let go of.I'm reminded of the words of a worship song which tells us -
"Many people in the steeple,
But no-one leaves the walls".
If only we could learn to let go of petty things that occupy our minds,how God could really use us to bring a blessing to others.

GRACE

As I write this tonight,I'm listening to a song called "Your Grace shines on me".It has made quite an impact on me for some time and last night I got to see the songwriter sing it in person from his heart,but more importantly,I can identify so closely with the words -"I am nothing without you".As I look back over the years,I can see God's hand in my life's experiences,through the highs and lows which have come my way.I'm so blessed to have this fact accentuated in my daily devotional reading today,which comes from Matthew 6 verse 8,
"Your Father knows the things you need before you ask Him".
He knows exactly how much grace we all need to get us through each day,and just trying to get my head round this fact-blows me away.

So tonight, we can ALL come boldly before the Throne of Grace.........

ARE WE REALLY CONCERNED?

This morning we thought for a few minutes in Assembly about those less fortunate than ourselves,how a father living in Sudan could work all day for 30p-60p per day.Our children bring 20p every day for school dessert and many drop this amount on the floor long before pudding time.We can't even imagine what it would be like to do without,because we are all blessed with so much.We intend next week at school, to give a healthy donation to Concern worldwide,but today I ask myself am I really concerned enough?

SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO

We'll soon be off for a few days at Hallow e'en.Not that we celebrate the sentiment of Hallow e'en or anything,but we really look forward to a break from the usual routine.It's lovely to have something to look forward to,no matter how small.It gives us a lift when we check through our diaries.This makes me think tonight of what God has in store for all who live according to His will.He tells us of the home He has prepared for us in Heaven and as I fondly remember my mother-in-law tonight,I can still picture her talking to me about how she was looking forward to going to her Heavenly home.She was a Kingdom lady and I am blessed to have known her and witnessed her close walk with her Lord.I believe I'm forever changed as
a result.I wonder tonight what you and I are really looking forward to..............

"In my Father's House are many Mansions......I go to prepare a place for you".

EXOTIC FLOWERS

Today I marvelled at the wonderful display of floral arrangements which transformed our place of worship for Harvest.Some the flowers seemed to be from the most exotic places and they were positioned to perfection.As a friend and myself admired them tonight,we both quickly realised our limitations,when it comes to flower arranging.We looked at each other with the "How would you begin to do that?" look. We realised, that this was indeed not our gift and yet, were very happy to encourage the hands that had freely given her time to decorate God's House in such an amazing way.We are blessed tonight to know that God bestows a variety of gifts upon His children.They are there for the asking.I pray that we will all find God's gifts to us, not waste time in using them for His glory and always be ready to encourage others to use theirs.

BLACKBERRY PIE.

When I returned home today from visiting friends,I found a jug full of blackberries waiting for me.Ian had picked them from the hedge below our house and I immediately made a blackberry and apple pie which would make a lovely Sunday dessert.The fragrance in the house was so autumnal and I marvelled at the abundance of fruit left over.How come I hadn't noticed the blackberries for myself when driving up and down the road(I didn't even drive fast in the lane).I am reminded of the fact that I had been driving and I wasn't even looking for the fruit,whilst Ian was on foot and his sole purpose was to find as much as he could.This is like my spiritual walk,up until the last eighteen months really.I think there are definitely things I was blind to.that I now see clearly.I rushed through my prayer and quiet time and was only skimming the surface of what God wanted me to know.I've decided to open my eyes and heart fully now to the life He's calling me to live and my prayer tonight,is that this may be obvious to those I meet each day.

CHEESE'N'ONION CRISPS

Today at break,a wee lad in my class slipped a packet of cheese'n'onion crisps onto my desk.I was taken pleasantly by surprise as I've a soft spot for them as he well knew.I only accepted them because I noticed that he'd some for himself and he assured me his mum meant me to have them. I was really touched by his gesture.He'd only been in my care for a month and already he knew what I liked as a wee treat.This might seem small and insignificant to you tonight,but it illustrates clearly how little things can mean so much.They can be such blessings.So I'm gonna keep trying to surprise folk who need a wee lift with something small and I know for certain that God will turn it into a meaningful blessing.He's never let me down yet.

A DIFFERENT AGENDA

It's so strange, but today in the office,I completed many different tasks to the ones usually planned for a Thursday and much progress was actually made by telephone.On getting up this morning,I could not have imagined the conversations I'd be involved in.It is good,on a day to day basis,that we don't know the format of our day,but what a comfort and blessing for us all to know that God certainly does.It's also exciting to ask Him to take control of our every day activities and by doing that,we'll be sure to have a positive NEW AGENDA.

PET THOUGHTS

Today a little lad in my class brought his hamster to school at my request.You see,we were writing a story about a mouse which had escaped(thankfully not this one) and he was as pleased as punch to provide our visual aid.He simply could not contain his excitement.He watched its every move all day,with pride and delighted himself in explaining all about it to anyone who was interested and believe me there were lots of listeners.I would say it was a truly memorable day for him,especially as it was his eighth birthday also.It made me realise afresh that children have such a straight forward view of everything.They become passionate about so many things,which we as adults refuse to bat an eyelid at.I am blessed today by the fact that God tells us He wants us to have a childlike faith and we must try to remember this when issues creep in to conplicate our thinking.This suits me well,because I often don't feel too grown up inside.I'm encouraged today to be passionate about my faith and pray that I will take every opportunity possible to share it with others.

THANKYOU

It's that time of year again,we're heading towards Harvest Suppers,Thanksgiving and so on.In Assembly this morning,we sang"Give thanks,with a grateful heart".This got me thinking of just how much the word "Thank you" is used, or not used in everyday life.It's only one little word,but boy do we notice when it's forgotten and doesn't it just melt your heart when it's remembered.It doesn't cost anything to say it and it leaves the lasting impression of a grateful heart.I've a younger sister who is always sending Thank you notes,even when the rest of us may have forgotten what we did to deserve them.So you see,being thankful, can be a constant state of mind and what a positive outlook that must surely be.I'm reminded tonight,of the ten lepers healed by Jesus and how only one returned to say "Thank you"(and he was a Samaritan, least likely of all.) I'm blessed to realise that I've so much to thank God for on a daily basis and I pray that I'll never ever forget that special word.

HOT AND COLD

Today the old virus I've got,along with so many others in the vicinity,is making me feel hot and cold.It's a horrible feeling, as I'm not sure how I'm gonna feel next and it's hard to concentrate on work.It'll have to be off to bed with a hot drink, I guess.But,on reflection,aren't some people a bit like this too.They can blow hot and cold from time to time and you're never really sure where you stand with them.What a blessing today, to realise that God doesn't treat us like this.He loves us unconditionally and for always.

MISSING YOU

Today turned out to be different.I woke up with a streaming head cold and sore throat and so all my plans for the day had to be changed.I was not able to enjoy fellowship with my church family and so the day was very quiet indeed.Our church is a friendly place where people are good at caring for others and so,it was comforting to receive a call from a good friend later and feel that I was missed.Isn't it a blessing too,that when we feel a little sorry for ourselves, God always sends us a little reminder of His care,via a call,letter,text and so on.That's just how He works to lift us up again and it works.

A BIT OF CRAIC

Today I went to visit a friend who had just got out of hospital.As I've mentioned before,my sense of direction isn't great and yes, you've guessed,I got lost along the way.I knew however,I was in the general vicinity and wagged down a passing motorist whom I recognised immediately,(otherwise I'd have been more cautious of course).We'd been at primary school together many years ago and I had such a bit of craic telling him things that I knew he knew,but try as he might,he hadn't a clue who I was. Ye see,I was out of my home territory and of course us girls get to change our hair colour and style so often that it means we have a head start on the male population,although some might never even notice.Anyway,time was moving on and in order to be directed to my destination,I had to reveal my true identity.We had such a laugh remembering our primary school days.On a more serious note,however,I'm blessed tonight to realise that God never forgets me.He knows every hair on my head no matter how often I change the style or colour.

THE VIEW

Today a friend called by on an errand and standing at our front door,remarked on the view of the surrounding countryside.I see it every day and maybe take it a little for granted,until someone else points it out to me from time to time.We're all a bit like that aren't we sometimes.We maybe don't appreciate someone enough until we get a sudden jolt.I always try to be careful with my conversations,as we do not know how we could be interpreted and to whom we might be speaking for the last time.What a blessing to know that even when we take Him for granted,God is always there for us and never changes how He feels towards us.He is the same -"Yesterday,today,forever."

WHAT'S WORRYING YOU?

Today I attended a course about changes required in paper work to do with my job.I had been aware of this course for some time,but had been unable to attend previously.I suppose I sort of dreaded the changes,even in a small way and yet when I went I found there was nothing to worry about at all.Sometimes life is like that for many of us.We know that worry is a sin,but somehow we just can't help ourselves.What a blessing today to hear God telling us not to worry about tomorrow,it will take care of itself.We need to "rest in Him"and when we offer up our worries and troubles remember not to keep pulling them down again.

NOTHING TO SAY

Tonight I went to the wake of my next door neighbour's daughter,a beautiful girl who died tragically this morning,just twenty-five years old.She was planning to go on holiday abroad today and sadly this was never to be.In the house this evening everyone found themselves with simply nothing to say.There was shock,disbelief,stunned silence and at times rivers of tears,but no words would come to try and explain why things happen as they do. Ever wonder why every day we keep on spending our time worrying over situations which may never come to pass,or reading into things which are simply not there.Then suddenly, something like this happens to jerk us about and turn things upside down.We are shaken for a time and then settle back into our usual routines again.I am blessed tonight to know that when there is nothing to say,The Holy Spirit intercedes for us.He is our advocate with the Father and comforts the grieving ,remember Job.

WEE BUNS

Tonight I had a go at making some buns,not a recipe I'd tried before,I might add.There was apple sauce,nuts and so on included.I kinda guessed the amount when sorting out the ingredients and as a result,they turned out ok,but a bit on the bland side really.I covered my mistakes by spreading some beautiful rhubarb jam on the top and they seemed to go down a treat.But I knew inside they should have been different, if only I'd stuck closely to the instructions.Tonight I'm blessed to know that when I make lots of mistakes in life and try to do things in my own strength,God still accepts me for who I am.Day to day life is far from "wee buns",but God can change me on the inside and make me different if I let Him. So day by day,I try to follow His instruction.

ORDINARY PEOPLE

Today a little girl in my class brought in a diary extract belonging to her great grandfather,in which he spoke of how communications networks had broken down and he had to ride his horse to spread the news to different battalions in France that the war was over at last.The year was 1918 and as we listened we were transported back in time and amazed as we truly experienced the character of the man himself,as he carried out this very responsible job and helped wounded soldiers along the way.I keep a journal every day and often wonder what someone might make of my writing if they came across it sometime in the future.It is in no way anywhere near as exciting as this man's story.It's very ordinary in fact and yet it reminds me of God's constant presence with me in the most unexpected ways.I'm blessed tonight to know that God used ordinary people in bible times to do extraordinary things for Him.So let's just keep making ourselves available,there's no telling what we could do.